There was so much of the Bible we didn’t focus on. We spent so much time in the Book of Daniel, Ezekiel, Revelation, Isaiah … always talking about prophecy and how only the JW’s could properly interpret what it all meant…
And keep in mind, JW’s have TONS of books… we were always studying a book & pulling out a scripture here & there (taken out of context) to support the paragraph in the book.
Also, we had to read the magazines every month… 2 issues of the Watchtower & Awake, cover to cover and answer all the questions in the Watchtower… using only the Watchtower paragraphs of course. It was all so ridiculous. We had to read the article assigned for that week… underline the answers to the questions from the paragraphs and then, on Sunday we’d go over all the questions one at a time as a congregation, repeating the same exact answers that of course everyone agrees with since the answers are printed right there on the page. No thinking for yourself is allowed - ever.
Bottom line… we didn’t really “study” the Bible… we studied the mateirals printed by the Watchtower Society.
oh how that brings memories back!

the awake and watchtower mags every month… endless hours in field service… freezing cold temperatures as low as -23 and standing in long johns and a skirt and boots and a long coat and hat and gloves holiding up the latest publication in front of a business… going door to door on boiling hot days… and wet rainy days… all for the society… getting a bad bad case of bronchitis because i froze and stood out there for the society…
and doing it because i believed it was a small price to suffer for the bold brothers of the governing body who were preaching and “teaching” about God’s soon to come kingdom.
yup, sitting in stifling hot kingdom halls and listening to the latest propaganda put out by the society, and buying into it hook line and sinker…
going to the conventions and watching water immersions and listening to the societies latest speeches about false religion. how to witness boldly in this old system of things, and how we had to go door to door as that is what the society required of us…
sitting there for up to five hours or more in 1 day listening to the same old propaganda we’ve all heard before…
how to prepare yourself for God’s kingdom… i remember it all like it was yesterday…

then there was timely magazines about Christmas, and how we ought to be glad we weren’t part of the world who was celebrating a “pagan” holiday…
how the society knew people were tempted to celebrate it, but be bold brave brothers and sisters, we stand apart from the world as they celebrate a demonistic holiday… we wont have no part in their destruction. exct exct exct… heard it all.
while the world was celebrating Christmas, thanksgiving, Easter, and being close as a family, some of us were dying inside, longing to be with friends or family at these special holidays, and looking in store windows at the beautiful decorations, and watching happy shoppers and wishing we were part of all the fun and the joy of these times…
yup, i remember it all. And thank God that Iam no longer dying inside, and thank God that He has led me home to the TRUE Church, the Catholic Church. I thank God that every witness who has left the falsetower and is free and knows Christ is no longer dying inside, and is free and knows the truth. Not all “died” inside, some of us did. a little piece of us was taken from us everytime a holiday or birthday passed and we were not allowed to be there.
but, since God has called us home, we are alive again, and we have been given back all the pieces of ourselves and our lives that were taken from us. For this, we thank God every moment of our lives.
Thanks be to You, our Lord Jesus Christ!
Amen!