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lotus_in_bloom
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Sad news as an acquaintance of mine was murdered at his job today. The thing is that as soon as I heard the news a deep horrific wailing happened in my soul and for a few minutes I felt lost, in existence without God, and horrible emotional agony. I have lost those dear to me in the past but this experience was very different in the sense that these were not my emotions. I was not close to this man but I did know him well. My gut told me those were his feelings and that the victim is in hell. I immediately prayed and asked for guidance because who am I to know such things! Is this arrogance on my part? The devils lies? Or could it be something of God?