Love and Peace through Him
Hello,may some here please describe their experiences with a Latin Mass as well as/and or answer my questions. Does the different language create a special kind of beauty that isn’t found in a conventional 21st century mass(in common tongues). And isn’t a Latin Rite Mass more difficult to proselytize towards non-Catholics who may convert via a mass due to the usage of a dead language? And did Catholics have to learn basic Latin back in those days-and finally do you believe Latin helps one become more “Catholic” in a sense?
I’ll give some of my thoughts and impressions. I need to preface this by saying I have attended the Traditional Mass exclusively since entering the Church 15 years ago. While still investigating the Church, I did attend a daily Novus Ordo, and I have been a few other times over the years for funerals, etc. but the Traditional Mass is really all I attend. That being said, I did grow up as an Episcopalian, and the Episcopal service is virtually identical with the Novus Ordo Mass. The Novus Ordo is basically exactly what I attended growing up as a child.
When I first attended the Traditional Mass, I was not sure what to think. It seemed a little “different”. I prayed that God would let me know if I should keep attending that Church (which was the Church where I was taking my catechism classes). After leaving Mass that day, I received a special grace that gave me great interior peace combined with a gentle but powerful consolation, which I took as a confirmation from God in answer to my prayer.
I think the one of the effects of the Old Mass is a greater interior awareness of what is taking place on the altar. Of course, this does take some effort on our part to learn what the Mass is; but the lack of focus on the Priest-celebrant leads to a greater awareness of what is taking place on the altar. I have sometimes described it as a person saying the Rosary while looking eye to eye with the one leading. That would be a distraction. It would tend to prevent the person from entering into the mysteries, through meditation. At the traditional Mass, you are not looking at the priest face to face, but at the actions taking place on the altar. Eventually, you come to know what each movement and each action signifies, and this helps to raise your thoughts above this world, which enables one to "see”, with eyes of Faith, the sacrifice that is being renewed on the altar. This internal awareness helps me to engage in the actions of the priest. I only use the missal for the various readings. I have the canon memorized and follow along with each action the priest is performing, while saying certain prayers of my own that correspond to the acts.
For example, at the offeratory I fist imagine Jesus being offered in the Temple. I imagine him, while still a baby, offering His future sacrifice to God the Father in reparation for the sins of the world. Then, I spiritually place my sins upon the patton as the Priest raises it to God, as he says the words” receive this spotless host” etc. I also ask God to perfect my cardinal and theological virtues as the Priest raises the patton. Then, as the priest mingles the water (which represents human nature) and wine (which represents Jesus’ divine nature), I place all of the actions of my “water” (human nature) – that is, my prayers, works, joys and sufferings, inside of the chalice, in order to offer them to God in union with the merits of Christ and His Sacrifice that will take place at the double consecration (everything at this point of the Mass is leading up to the Sacrifice, which is made present at the double-consecration). Next, as the Priest offers the chalice to the Father, I offer to God the Father my death, and all the pains that accompany it, in union with the death of Christ in reparation for my sins. Pope Pius X attached a plenary indulgence, which is applied at the hour of our death, to anyone who offers that prayer to God. By being faithful in praying that prayer at every Mass, I hope to gain that indulgence at the hour of my death.
After the offeratory, I just follow along with what the Priest is saying, reciting to God (silently, of course) the same words that he is praying, thereby joining my prayers to his. Sometimes I will say these prayers in English, and sometimes in Latin (I only know some of them in Latin) At the priests communion I have certain prayers that I pray for him, and then certain prayers I pray for myself after my own communion.
The few times I have attended the Novus Ordo (funerals, etc.0 I tried to follow the Mass in my usual way, but it was very difficult. I found there to be too much noise and too many distractions. The priest looking my way was a huge distraction.
My experience with others who have started attending the Traditional Mass is that some are blown away from the start, while others find it “different” (like I did). For them, it usually takes six months or so to begin to appreciate it.
Those are some of my personal thoughts.