I’m not sure what you mean and am not quite sure what reply you expect but when I was a Lutheran I would sometimes attend other protestant churches. I was looking for something. I searched and searched every so often. All of the churches left me empty. I would take my boys with me but was not really thinking of how this would affect them. Not too long after I returned to The Church one of my boys asked me why I go to all of these different churches. I replied by asking him…if someone told you that he had filled a closet with gold in this city and all you had to do was look in closets until you find it you could have the entire stash, how many closets would you search before you stopped? He then asked “and have you found that closet?” I replied yes. He looked at me said “cool” then left the room.
I
have often told this story but I think that the Leprechaun story is a little better in honor of me ancestors.
Annie
I really don’t want to come off as insulting in any way, but in my opinion, even though you did find the Truth, the way you went about it is somewhat dangerous.
To see what I mean, read “
The Screwtape Letters” and look particularly at Letter 16.
I’m presuming that, even if you haven’t read this wonderful book, you’re aware of its premise: it is a series of instructional letters from a “Senior Demon” Screwtape to his nephew Wormwood, a “Junior Tempter”, helping him in his task to lead his “patient” to hell.
MY DEAR WORMWOOD,
You mentioned casually in your last letter that the patient has continued to attend one church, and one only, since he was converted, and that he is not wholly pleased with it. May I ask what you are about? Why have I no report on the causes of his fidelity to the parish church? Do you realise that unless it is due to indifference it is a very bad thing? Surely you know that if a man can’t be cured of churchgoing, the next best thing is to send him all over the neighbourhood looking for the church that “suits” him until he becomes a taster or connoisseur of churches.
The reasons are obvious. In the first place the parochial organisation should always be attacked, because, being a unity of place and not of likings, it brings people of different classes and psychology together in the kind of unity the Enemy desires. The congregational principle, on the other hand, makes each church into a kind of club, and finally, if all goes well, into a coterie or faction. In the second place,
the search for a “suitable” church makes the man a critic where the Enemy wants him to be a pupil.
“The Enemy” from Screwtape’s point of view, of course, being God.
Even though (again IMO) you went about it the wrong way, I feel you were graced by God in finding the Church that Jesus started. God takes our mistakes and flaws and sins and makes good out of 'em.
Sola Gratia!