What I can say: is to ask God to welcome all suffering and deprivation from your long illness, begun in childhood, in union with the suffering of Jesus and the sufferings of all united who are with Jesus, in prayer for the salvation of souls…you may therefore be instrument to more good than you know. Even Saint Therese of Lisieux said that the graces received in her life could also be the God-given blessing of the prayers of unknown persons. Your time isn’t wasted, and if you didn’t pray thus when you were younger, in retrospect offer the past to God, because time is not a barrier to Him.
As for the rest, if you try to improve your life in thanks for the gift of life you have been granted, may God use your strength to allow you to be instrument of prayer and service to others in this also.
I don’t know how guaranteed the results of the peptide, but I do know that I, and many others, try to eat healthily and to avoid unhealthy foods and practices, and that is good. One looks and feels healthier and there’s noting wrong with that, in fact is demonstrates a greater appreciation of the gift of self and life. If the diet is still insufficient for one’s individual needs, supplements can legitimately be taken. Wouldn’t the peptiide come under this heading? It might help, it might not, as supplements are sometimes what they claim, other times not.
The basic thing is however long or short your life, may God use you as instrument of prayer and kindness to others.
May God abundantly bless you and your Life. May His loving will fulfilled in your life!
Best wishes,
Pauline