I worry about living a meaningless life and dying alone without anyone to cry for me or remember me. Sometimes I wonder what is the point of going on. I have never been a good outgoing person who reaches out to others and therefore others have never really reached back to me in return. I often wonder if I am worth anything in the Lord’s eyes. But the Truth is He loves us so much that if we were aware of the amount we would break down in tears from the joy. You and me have to learn how to accept that. We have to meditate on the Lord’s love for us and how much the Son our Lord Jesus Christ suffered for us. In that way we will be more able to connect with others and start leading a more meaningful life. Your life is worth living and you have a mission from the Lord that only you can do, nobody else can do it. Pray to Him to find out what it is, then pray for the strength and the courage to do it, and He will give it to you. You and me are going through a similar process. I hope this was a help to you. I made some assumptions about you based on what you posted, I hope I did not make any erroneous assumptions. At any rate, I will keep you in my prayers during my next Rosary. May God bless you and keep you.