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saintmatthew
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I am in desperate need of any prayers! I feel I have lost all faith and I am tired of hurting so much.
In short, my life has been degrading since 2005. I found out my Wife was cheating and she left me. Since then I have lost her, my daughter half the time, my good job (have been forced to take a low pay job and have no clear path in sight) lost my home, all my friends, am in debt and am far away from MY family.
Most of all it has seemed that god has left me. I don’t feel his presence anymore in my life, no matter how much I try praying, going to mass or anything. I miss that and it has gottent to the point where I just don’t hardly care anymore. And that scares me so much! I miss the comfort in my soul I used to have while praying in front of the tabernacle, the peace I had no matter what was thrown my way.
Most of all I am tired of hurting each day from the loss of my wife, soulmate, friend, lover, daughter’s mother! When I see her or talk to her it reopens the wounds and it hurts a million times worse than the day before.
To make things worse I found out she has been pulled into witchcraft somehow, so she needs prayers!! But I feel so terrible, I get to the point where I wish something would happen so I didn’t have to deal with the pain anymore.
I have tried praying and asking god to help deal with the pain if it is my cross to bear, and I know the whole footprints in the sand thing, but that just doesn’t cut it anymore. Its been almost 3 years since she left and I hurt worse today than ever before.
Please pray for me that I will be given the grace to regain my faith AND KEEP IT, for my wife that she be delivered from the evil that has ensnared her and for something to help with the pain.
Thanks
In short, my life has been degrading since 2005. I found out my Wife was cheating and she left me. Since then I have lost her, my daughter half the time, my good job (have been forced to take a low pay job and have no clear path in sight) lost my home, all my friends, am in debt and am far away from MY family.
Most of all it has seemed that god has left me. I don’t feel his presence anymore in my life, no matter how much I try praying, going to mass or anything. I miss that and it has gottent to the point where I just don’t hardly care anymore. And that scares me so much! I miss the comfort in my soul I used to have while praying in front of the tabernacle, the peace I had no matter what was thrown my way.
Most of all I am tired of hurting each day from the loss of my wife, soulmate, friend, lover, daughter’s mother! When I see her or talk to her it reopens the wounds and it hurts a million times worse than the day before.
To make things worse I found out she has been pulled into witchcraft somehow, so she needs prayers!! But I feel so terrible, I get to the point where I wish something would happen so I didn’t have to deal with the pain anymore.
I have tried praying and asking god to help deal with the pain if it is my cross to bear, and I know the whole footprints in the sand thing, but that just doesn’t cut it anymore. Its been almost 3 years since she left and I hurt worse today than ever before.
Please pray for me that I will be given the grace to regain my faith AND KEEP IT, for my wife that she be delivered from the evil that has ensnared her and for something to help with the pain.
Thanks