Losing the battle for faith

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Hey, I’m trying to look for ways to stay with the faith. my siblings and I were forced by my father to be catholic 12 yrs ago. Well my older siblings rebeled and raised me a satanic with them for 10 of those and before anyone starts trowing stones-i’m coming close to my 18th birthday and in my family thats when you choose which way to go (religiously) and i want to be catholic but when i ask any priest how to stop struggling they say pray or say ‘kids’ and laugh at me. I go to re, rcia, church classes, prayer meetings but nothing is working and I’m losing this battle. For the last two years ive tried to come back and even discerning nun hood but ive lost my way. How do you stay strong in a new faith or when you feel lost?
 
Praying to the Holy Spirit to give you guidance, direction, strength, fortitude & wisdom back to the Church. Praying to St. Michael the Archangel for your protection.
 
Hey, I’m trying to look for ways to stay with the faith. my siblings and I were forced by my father to be catholic 12 yrs ago. Well my older siblings rebeled and raised me a satanic with them for 10 of those and before anyone starts trowing stones-i’m coming close to my 18th birthday and in my family thats when you choose which way to go (religiously) and i want to be catholic but when i ask any priest how to stop struggling they say pray or say ‘kids’ and laugh at me. I go to re, rcia, church classes, prayer meetings but nothing is working and I’m losing this battle. For the last two years ive tried to come back and even discerning nun hood but ive lost my way. How do you stay strong in a new faith or when you feel lost?
What aspect of Catholicism are you struggling with? Or is it just in general? I too struggled with my faith for a while, but have found a solid footing in it. What helped me (because I’m an intellectual) was reading the works of St. Thomas Aquinas, and the Gospels. Also, reading up on the lives of saints helped me too. Seeing how selfless and courageous they lived (or humble and quiet) really inspired me and I longed to be like them, a reflection of Christ, so I decided to be Catholic and stick with the faith. Now, what you’re describing sounds a bit like what I passed through. It’s called the Dark Night of the Soul and it’s very difficult, but not impossible to break through.

First of all, I’m not judging you for your Satanic influence because it seems like you’re at least trying to pull away from it. Secondly, I think you need to give yourself some time and try to avoid situations that will draw you closer to those things that make you question your faith. Maybe going on a retreat or taking a little trip with some Catholic friends or church mates might benefit you.

Also, have you tried saying a chaplet of the Divine Mercy? Praying that regularly helped me. Give this a listen too 🙂 youtube.com/watch?v=mDWoCa1-u1k

I’ll be praying for you and please, give it some time. Don’t be in a rush for an answer.
 
I really don’t have much to say here, but perhaps if you found a Biblical story or saint to relate to, this would help? I’ve found the story of St. Mary of Egypt to be particularly inspirational. Concentrating your thoughts on your love for God, and on God’s love for you, could be helpful, too. I hope this helps, and I send you my prayers. Best of luck.
 
It is great that you are going to re, RCIA and church classes but i think in addition to this you will benefit greatly by meditation and prayer. Talk to God, speak to Him and you will be amazed with how He answers back. I know you have been told several times to pray for help with your struggles, but it is one of the best things that will help assist you.

Jeremiah 29:13
You will seek me and find me, when you seek me with all your heart.

Proverbs 8:17
I love those who love me, and those who seek me diligently find me.

The question I ask you is, are you seeking the Lord with all your heart?

God bless you 🙂
 
The Bible is one of many sources for Catholic teachings, and the early Church fathers were the ones who were inspired to put quill to scroll, to put those letters down.

Then they were painstakingly copied by the scribes in a ridiculously laborious process of verifying each character as it is copied, and blah blah it’s complicated. Catholics fought and died to protect the Bible parts in existence, and even died for refusing to disavow their belief in them.

In the first centuries, the Romans didn’t take Catholics too seriously, so they really didn’t try to wipe them out. They just used a few here and there for entertainment for the emporer, and otherwise kept a good supply. Problem is, every time they killed a Christian, they created a martyr which inspired Christians to greater faith and they got stronger until 313 and …

My suggestion is get close with document that really take you to places you can only go now because of technology.

Read the Bible, or let the computer auto-read it to you. There is an audio version of NIV (not Catholic but arguably close enough for just getting the gist) on biblegateway.org, but they also have some Catholic versions including NABRE and a DR. Never mind that just get into the scripture. I say start by reading the “red letter words,” as a high priority, which are mostly in the four gospels (Matt, Mark, Luke and John) because these are words Jesus Actually Said. To me that’s important because God spoke from the cloud and said, “this is my Son in whom I am well pleased. Listen to Him”

So Christ is the Living Word, and the BIble is the written record of the Living Word Jesus of Nazareth, and assorted other content the Church has assembled from various places over history.

OK so read/listen to the gospels. Anything, but I like to spend almost all my time in the “New Testament” which are everything starting at the gospel books above (BIbles online and paper both are arranged in the same order – except sometimes they also give an alphabetical index) and after it, through Revelation. The last book, Revelation is weird, so don’t take is seriously but it’s cool imagery. Genesis, the first book, is often taken to be literal by hard core “literalists” but the Church teaches that Genesis is written in figurative language, and doesn’t require us to accept it as true or not. I choose that for my purposes, it’s more useful not to try to believe it actually happened that way. I don’t want to go into it, but just remember if someone (including a Catholic) tells you that Genesis is “literally true” then that is their opinion, which the Church neither confirms nor negates.

Then check out the headquarters. Go to Vatican web site and look at all the cool stuff. The paintings, the architecture. Sure it’s opulent, but it’s so beautiful and it was all done to carry the Word of God to future generations, which we do in history, mystery, and He will come in glory.

When and if you ever are baptized or accepted into the Catholic Church, you will receive the Eucharist, which mystically becomes the body and blood of Christ, and you receive His actual presence when you eat the host.

And please consider some serious eye candy. Michelangelo himself painted the famous ceiling of the Sistine Chapel, and you can take a virtual tour of the chapel here:

Sistine Chapel Virtual Tour, on the Vatican web site.
 
If you attend RE, RCIA, church classes and prayer meetings maybe you could consider discussing your concerns with someone you have met in one of these. I will pray for you to be lead by the Holy Spirit forward in your Catholic faith.
 
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