Lost in a different place

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Hi.

I am not sure where to post this.

I think I may be starting to go a little insane, and I am not sure what to do.

The reason that I think this is because what is inside me is starting to come out in public, and I always kept things in.

I start talking to myself out loud, sitting on the floor talking to myself, crying for no reason, walking strange - like some part of me is starting to care less and less if I look strange or not to others. I just have to act as I feel because then it comes out and after awhile it lulls me.

I am not sure what to do. Today I was in a public space outdoors and I was talking to trees and plants and sitting on the ground crying and talking nonsense.

But when it finally comes out like that, it lulls me, I start to feel ok again after a while I am somewhat normal, although very depressed.

I am not sure what to do anymore. :confused: I am not sure if I should commit myself to someplace.

Thank you.
 
Angeluzza, please talk to a doctor. Don’t be ashamed or embarrassed.

We can’t really help you here.

I’ll pray for your health and peace of mind.
 
Well, I was institutionalized twice and the thing I noticed was that I DID NOT realize that I was delusional or acting weird at the time. Later, when I regained sanity, I realized how weird I was acting in the past.

You MIGHT talk to a doctor, but I don’t know if that will help.
 
bsroufek said:
Well, I was institutionalized twice and the thing I noticed was that I DID NOT realize that I was delusional or acting weird at the time. Later, when I regained sanity, I realized how weird I was acting in the past.

You MIGHT talk to a doctor, but I don’t know if that will help.
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Thank you for the reply.

That is part of why I am confused - I am aware. I realize I do not seem normal, but it is as though I seem to care less and less how I seem to others. But holding it back is too painful, and letting myself do those “crazy” things seems to disconnect me from the more terrible parts. That is when it ends up calming me after awhile. 😦
 
Get a referral from a doctor to talk to someone. Go see your doctor.
 
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