Everstruggling:
When I was a kid a prayed for super powers. I didn’t get them, and the world is a better place for it.
Since then, I’ve prayed for the conversion of friends and family members, the end of illnesses of my friends and family members, the end of suffering for those whose illnesses weren’t going away, for my sister to meet a man that would make her happy, for the strengthening of my own faith, for a return of faith, for relief of mental illness, for the end of my friend’s addiction to drugs, and for peace in general. I find it hard that not one of these was pleasing to a kind God, but if in fact they were answered, the answer must have been no.
Personally, I find it far more comforting to believe that there is no God (or even more appealling, that God is powerless to help) than that God is here, able to help, but choses to ignore me. If my experience of praying had gone differently, than I would probably still believe.
Cheers,
Everyone expects their prayers to be answered instantly and in the manner they request. God just doesn’t work that way for the Hebrews it took hundreds of year to be freed, and it took 40 years to get them to the promise land.
There are many instances where conversion are not made until many years down the road, and there have been mention from some of the saints that a conversion did not happen until the last moment before death.
In one case it was said that a conversion took place betweenthe time a man fell off his horse until the moment he hit the ground and was killed. It may be that those who you want to convert are just not ready yet to accept God. They may be one of those who have to see God face to face just before they die before they can believe.
I’ve asked for similar type things, conversion for my family, cures for illnesses, and although some of these things have not YET taken place, some have and I still believe that most will be done in good time.
A few of my family have already converted and in ways or circumstances that totally surprised me. In one instance my sister had an embolism and bleeding in her brain, and it required 3 operations. The last one was her last chance and thankfully it was successful. She was as close to dying as anyone could imagine.
Suffering has always been a excuse for some to dismiss the idea of a loving creator. How can God allow such things. Yet Jesus tells us that suffering is an intergral part of salvation.
Folks forget that we are on earth NOT in Heaven YET. Earth is where random things can happen, where free will can let other folks interfere with our wishes or our happiness. Some will argue that you can not know or appreciate true happiness or joy until you experience suffering or pain.
I don’t necessarily agree with that but there is a bit of truth to that as well. Some think that suffering allows us an opportunity to serve our time in Purgatory while here on earth, saying that pain in Purgatory is more intense than while here on earth. Some of the saints have said that that is why they had some painful ailments while here.
I’m not a big advocate of pain or suffering. A small cut or hang nail is about all I can take. But I would much perfer to suffer now rather than later.
Personally I think there is some randomness to life. Some of us are fortunate or more careful, we don’t happen to touch the poison ivy or we are more careful in crossing the street. Or maybe we are just a bit more in tune with our guardian angels.
One thing that suffering does is, it makes us ask God for help, and it gives us an opportunity to comfort our loved ones. BUT one should always be ready and willing to accept God’s will in whatever the outcome.
IF my sister had died, I would have been very depressed and sad, but I was willing to accept that as a possibility. Her condition was critical and she needed a miracle to survive. Yet, I felt confident that God would not disappoint me. I had the prayers of my fellow KC members, and even after the first 2 operations failed, I still believed that God would not disappoint us.
My sister still has some memory loss, and has blurred vision in one eye, but she is basically back to full health.
To me it was a miracle and definitely a prayer answered better than I expected. One of many in my life.
wc