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VitoJoseph
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Hello Brothers and Sisters in Christ
The priest at Confession, Fr. John, told me not to give up. He said I may be losing my lower half of my body but I still have my mind. He said that if I quit, then Satan wins. He said that whenever anyone leaves this world early, it is a victory for Satan because that means one more soul that is not here to help others.
I sure hope so.
I have to believe there is a reason why Jesus has not healed me physically.
I just have to.
Otherwise all the prayers seem in vain and life seems to have no meaning otherwise.
Well, now I need a mental healing so I will be heading to a psychological hospital shortly.
I also need a physical healing – to drop 10lbs. I hope I can do this in the hospital.
I hope to first stop tomorrow for a final second opinion on my back – to see if anyone will operate at another hospital.
My surgeon last week told me to get another opinion from a different neurosurgeon.
So I will go to another huge teaching hospital in Philly.
If the answer is no, then I plan to ask to be transported to a new psych hospital.
I hope I am making the right decisions. I have no idea.
I still ask for prayers for a physical healing of my legs/back though.
I promise to once again pray fervently for all who pray for me.
Thank you so much.
Life is so scary right now.
So I keep uniting it to the cross.
The only time when I am at peace is when I am asleep.
Thank you so much.
VitoJoseph
The priest at Confession, Fr. John, told me not to give up. He said I may be losing my lower half of my body but I still have my mind. He said that if I quit, then Satan wins. He said that whenever anyone leaves this world early, it is a victory for Satan because that means one more soul that is not here to help others.
I sure hope so.
I have to believe there is a reason why Jesus has not healed me physically.
I just have to.
Otherwise all the prayers seem in vain and life seems to have no meaning otherwise.
Well, now I need a mental healing so I will be heading to a psychological hospital shortly.
I also need a physical healing – to drop 10lbs. I hope I can do this in the hospital.
I hope to first stop tomorrow for a final second opinion on my back – to see if anyone will operate at another hospital.
My surgeon last week told me to get another opinion from a different neurosurgeon.
So I will go to another huge teaching hospital in Philly.
If the answer is no, then I plan to ask to be transported to a new psych hospital.
I hope I am making the right decisions. I have no idea.
I still ask for prayers for a physical healing of my legs/back though.
I promise to once again pray fervently for all who pray for me.
Thank you so much.
Life is so scary right now.
So I keep uniting it to the cross.
The only time when I am at peace is when I am asleep.
Thank you so much.
VitoJoseph