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Galilea
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When my family left the faith, including my own mother, and all decided to disconnect from me and hate on me…I was very hurt, but thankful that my marriage was stable and in the faith…Well God has truly abandoned me!!!..Now my husband came home from work, two days ago, being a whlo diferent person…Out of nowhere, totally unexpected and with this unreasonable anger towards me…Swearing that he’ll never return to church, etc…I’m sooooo in shock!..This came out of nowhere…He left as happy as alwys in the morning, called me in the afternoon asking if he can buy something for himself…I manage the money, so I nicely told him that he will have to wait one more week, for I had already paid all our bills and there was no cash left…Little did I know that he would act like a spoiled child, that is told no for the first time…The truth is, he always purchases what he wants, when he wants, but money is not as available as it used to, so there was none…I was insulted for that, etc…He’s made new friends at work and now wants to start hanging out like a single guy, etc…I’m just tired of life’s little jokes on me…I’m upset that God would allow such hate and abuse twards me, even from my own mother, who told me to go to **** recently…I have no family, no money, no where to turn to…I’m just tired of all the drama and I’m no longer gonna fight to save it all…Let the pieces fall where they may…I’m no God and obviously I’m not under His Favor, so why bother praying so much.