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MariaChristi
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“The more administrative machinery we construct, be it the most modern, the less place there is for the Spirit, the less place there is for the Lord, and the less freedom there is. It is my opinion that we ought to begin an unsparing examination of conscience on this point at all levels in the Church.” - Pope Benedict XVI
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As I read this quote I began to examine my own conscience. I am not an "administrator" in any business -- in fact I remember very distinctly having a passionate discussion with someone who tried to convince me that the Church is a business. It has never been a business in my heart and mind. The translation which has Jesus saying that He must be about his Father's business is also translated He must be in His Father's House. Translations can have different connotations, it seems to me. While Mary and Joseph did not understand Jesus' words, Mary kept them in her heart; and as Pope Benedict wrote in his book on the Infancy Narratives, God's Words and Actions kept in her heart matured over time.
In a broad sense, I am an "administrator" with my husband in our home. I need to examine myself on how much I live in the Spirit as I go about my ordinary tasks as wife and mother. Since the Pope asks us to examine our conscience on every level, I go first to that basic level of being created in his image as a child of His, baptized into Christ by water and the Spirit, confirmed as a mature Christian, and living now as a married woman in the Catholic Church. How do I "administer" my life in the Church? Am I living truly in His Spirit as Mary did on this earth or have I become "machine oriented" doing things mechanically and without reference to what His Spirit may be prompting me to do? What have I "constructed" which may be limiting my freedom to be placed at the Lord's feet, to be in the Lord's House? Am I giving the Lord a "place" as Mary did on earth?
I invite you to respond to this invitation from Pope Benedict, in this Year of Faith, "to begin an unsparing examination of conscience" at whichever level you may be in the Church. Mary is our Mother and Model. May she guide us, as she is filled with the Holy Spirit, to become the saints God created us to be, in the Church of our own day.