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Ok, some of you know Ihave just returned to my Faith, but I am confused. The mass isnt the same anymore. Things I noticed:
Alter boys are now Alter girls and boys. ???
There used to be these bells that were held by the alterboys and rung at certain times…now I think someone presses a button…electronic. ???
I used to tap my heart at a certain time during the mass. no more. Now we hold our arms out with our palms up at certain prayers. When did this start?
Communion is handed to you by either the priest or a woman/Man while you are standing. What happened to the Priest placing it in your mouth while you are kneeling and humbling yourself?
Also, I noticed a chalice held by a woman and people drinking from it, then she would wipe it clean for the next person. What is that? I dont ever remember drinking anything.
The Gospels are shorter now with really no comments by the Priest afterwards, maybe a little. All in all, the Mass took approximately and hour. I do remember that.
Some prayers are different too.
Is there a standard format that I can become familiar with? or are all the masses different from Church to Church. I felt so out of place. I didnt know what to do half the time. I really want to make this work. I am like a different person now. I had no idea I would feel like this. It is a happy feeling deep inside I cannot explain. Things I would normally take for granted are questioned now, whether it is right or wrong. Things I used to do all the time are now considered taboo.
This journey of mine will be a hard road to follow. I am buying a rosary today and also a St. Christopher medal. I will also buy a few crucifixes for my house to help me overcome my…ahem…desires I always have. This experience has turned my whole life topsy turvy. I really want to make this work, with all my heart.
I hope I dont let Jesus down. I am a very weak person when it comes to sin. I mean, just going to the grocery store, I catch myself staring at womens attributes and checking them out. How do you control your thoughts? It is almost impossible! Its like I am sinning all the time and not realizing it before its too late.
Sorry for rambling away from the subject. I have a tendancy to do that. I just figured that all Masses are the same.
Talking to all of you helps me so much, just knowing there are others struggling like I am and support me.
Alter boys are now Alter girls and boys. ???
There used to be these bells that were held by the alterboys and rung at certain times…now I think someone presses a button…electronic. ???
I used to tap my heart at a certain time during the mass. no more. Now we hold our arms out with our palms up at certain prayers. When did this start?
Communion is handed to you by either the priest or a woman/Man while you are standing. What happened to the Priest placing it in your mouth while you are kneeling and humbling yourself?
Also, I noticed a chalice held by a woman and people drinking from it, then she would wipe it clean for the next person. What is that? I dont ever remember drinking anything.
The Gospels are shorter now with really no comments by the Priest afterwards, maybe a little. All in all, the Mass took approximately and hour. I do remember that.
Some prayers are different too.
Is there a standard format that I can become familiar with? or are all the masses different from Church to Church. I felt so out of place. I didnt know what to do half the time. I really want to make this work. I am like a different person now. I had no idea I would feel like this. It is a happy feeling deep inside I cannot explain. Things I would normally take for granted are questioned now, whether it is right or wrong. Things I used to do all the time are now considered taboo.
This journey of mine will be a hard road to follow. I am buying a rosary today and also a St. Christopher medal. I will also buy a few crucifixes for my house to help me overcome my…ahem…desires I always have. This experience has turned my whole life topsy turvy. I really want to make this work, with all my heart.
I hope I dont let Jesus down. I am a very weak person when it comes to sin. I mean, just going to the grocery store, I catch myself staring at womens attributes and checking them out. How do you control your thoughts? It is almost impossible! Its like I am sinning all the time and not realizing it before its too late.
Sorry for rambling away from the subject. I have a tendancy to do that. I just figured that all Masses are the same.
Talking to all of you helps me so much, just knowing there are others struggling like I am and support me.