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Hello, for the past month I have been un motivated to go to mass. I have gone to church events, but not mass. It started off when I was feeling especially at a crisis with my faith and so I decided I wanted to explore other faiths and ideas to be sure of my faith. I decided this all in the course of a few hours. No mind you, there are some things I feel I have not found good enough answers for from the Catholic church, but my faith has led me through a lot and I have never gone so long without going to mass. I have had periods where I was not really living my faith and confused, but never where I felt so anxious about going to mass. I tried talking about it with a couple of people, but their advise is to just go to mass any way. I have so many things I need guidance on in my faith, but I do not have a spiritual director, and I also find it hard to except the idea that a spiritual director is someone who you HAVE to be obedient to. It just is hard for me to trust someone enough to have that kind of direction. Could I have your prayers, advice and maybe some online community to help sort me through this time? If anyone has any suggestions, or wants a mass accountability buddy, it might be helpful. I really want peace in my faith, and fire. I was a member here years ago, and I am back now hoping to support my faith with some outside community help. Thanks.