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JRKH
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Ahhhh - You like the eastern ideas and the idea of meditation. Me too.This very well could happen. I am not sure though. I am 23 but I do not consider myself a self centered sinner. Nor do I think that I will look back at this time in my life and think that in the future. I am constantly thinking about religion, and I don’t know which direction my study of religion will bring me. I plan on getting a phd in religious studies and do not know what my focus will be on. I haven’t even decided if it will be an eastern or western religion. I like studying the Bible, but only to see how our views of it has changed over the years. I really like Buddhist theology though, and I like the idea of meditation. I guess we will see.
Would it surprise you to know that there were some great mystics in the Church?
That seven of the 33 Doctors of the Church were considered mystics?
What I see in your journey is, again, some things that parallel my own. Needing to know the real reason for practices and beliefs. Not wanting to get caught up in the ritual and missing the deeper meanings of things. Dose this sound a bit like how you feel?
If it does, I wish to recommend a bood to you that you might find spiriually uplifting on your journey. It is called “The Fulfillment of All Desrire” by Ralph Martin (the link will take you to amazon where you can “peek” inside the book. It is subtitled, "A Guidebook for the Journey to God based on the Wisdom of the Saints. The saints that it refers to are the seven “mystic” doctors of the Church.
This book helped me more than any other book I had read in that it cuts through a lot of “red tape” and teaches one how to grow in Love of God and neighbor which, as you say, is the core teaching of Christ. If you choose to read it, I can fairly guarentee that it will peak your interest in reading more by one or more of the mystics quoted in the book.
This book may not help you understand the mass or the roasary or other devotions or rituals any better but it will help to show you that there is a broad and highly respected “mystical” componenet within the catholic Church already. One need not go to “the east”, or to other religions to find it.
Peace
James