Usually after the evening Mass on Maundy Thursday, parishes will have adoration of the Blessed Sacrament until midnight. If you can attend all or part of this, it is a very good opportunity to meditate on the beginning of the Lord’s Passion - the agony in the garden, the arrest and trial of Jesus, Peter’s denials, etc. Then go home with your car radio off, don’t turn on the TV, and go to bed without a pillow. Just a few ideas.