God is wonderful, loving, in a good mood UNTIL you decide to not reciprocate his awesome love for you, when that happens he is way worse than your worst nightmare times 1000. He’s a tender-hearted, loving daddy but no longer so when you don’t do things his way, it’s literally “his way or the highway”. You can’t be aware of just who God is and not fear him. Of course I resent the binary system of “love God or suffer endless torments eternally”, a simple “go back to sleep if God is not your cup of tea” would have been more reasonable. Which makes every human birth a potential tragedy. A God that could ,to a large extent, truly satisfy the human heart while on this paradise-like planet, heal broken hearts and not play hide and seek, and try to mystify us left and right would have been a better option. I lacked in about every aspect of my life apart from a roof and food, it was only proper that the guy who created me would also fail me. If he was heartless enough to let Natascha Kampusch suffer the hellish ordeal she went through, think of how safe you are with him, why would he protect you and not her? That he didn’t bother to let her escape much sooner shows you that the souls in hell crying for mercy will not remove the smile from his happy face. He wants his will done and he wants us unworthy creatures’ songs and praises, the rest he disregards. You’re lonely, your heart has been repeatedly broken, if you have time to waste, tell him about it and see what it does. It is about him, not us. Honestly, could you truly love and trust someone whom you know could very well bury you alive if he was displeased with you?
