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DaughterOfMary6
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I have been under the care of a psychiatrist off and on since I was 16 years old for depression, anxiety, and PTSD. For several years, I sought treatment but didn’t get better until 2008 when I started the same medication I am currently on AND I returned the Church. For the last 3 years, I’ve noticed that, while my school and career goals have improved, I still have problems relating to others and I find that I have stormy relationships, particularly with family members like my mom and dad. I feel intense emotions for long periods of time and I also have separation issues. When I want to spend time with my mom and she wants to spend time with her friend, I get very jealous for no reason at all. I think this relates back to my childhood which was somewhat traumatic. Anyway, I’m supposed to see my doctor again in mid-January and I’m going to talk with him. I think I need a mood stabilizer and may have some sort of personality disorder (either borderline or dependent). Please pray that I’m able to get him to listen to me. I’m keeping a journal of my moods to show him. I’m also planning to see if I can get into to his office sooner.
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