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vash88
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Hi everyone,
I’ve been struggling for a really long time with a stubborn/hard heart/will. I asked for prayers concerning that over a year ago, but I’m still struggling. The hurdles seem to be a combination of fear of penance/consequences, concern over what my family would think, lack of faith that I would be consistent in Catholic life, depression, laziness, among other things. But mostly it’s just a stubbornly unregenerate will on my part.
But a small chink in that hard heart occurred about half an hour ago when in a moment of desperation I finally called a Church office number which I’ve had for years. They’re going to call me back tomorrow to set up a meeting (I called at 10 PM so I had to leave a message). This will be the first time I’ve talked to someone in person about all this outside of my family.
Please pray for me to have courage and to be as open as possible when this meeting takes place. Thank you.
I’ve been struggling for a really long time with a stubborn/hard heart/will. I asked for prayers concerning that over a year ago, but I’m still struggling. The hurdles seem to be a combination of fear of penance/consequences, concern over what my family would think, lack of faith that I would be consistent in Catholic life, depression, laziness, among other things. But mostly it’s just a stubbornly unregenerate will on my part.
But a small chink in that hard heart occurred about half an hour ago when in a moment of desperation I finally called a Church office number which I’ve had for years. They’re going to call me back tomorrow to set up a meeting (I called at 10 PM so I had to leave a message). This will be the first time I’ve talked to someone in person about all this outside of my family.
Please pray for me to have courage and to be as open as possible when this meeting takes place. Thank you.