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JosephHope
Guest
Dear friends,
Please pray for me, since I found out that offenses against chastity are mortal sins, my mental health got worse, I already have OCD that makes me repeat a word multiple times in order to get it right like “Father” because I suspect I said fazer and it won’t be answered. But since that knowledge matters got worse, I’ve confessed multiple times and felt better, the trend went down but never vanished yet and since my last confession, I failed once, I’ve been trying to confess since, but what triggers it is end of times discussions and since I visited the thread yeasterday, things got worse.
I felt numb, crippled by fear, shortness of breath, slept all the times in order not to sin, cried multiple times and several other manifestations. Went to church, found no priest, stood next to the confessional, said that I am very sorry and trying to hold my tears and keep appearance in my workplace.
Please pray for me because I cannot afford psychiatric help and afraid that I am going to hell.
Please pray for me, since I found out that offenses against chastity are mortal sins, my mental health got worse, I already have OCD that makes me repeat a word multiple times in order to get it right like “Father” because I suspect I said fazer and it won’t be answered. But since that knowledge matters got worse, I’ve confessed multiple times and felt better, the trend went down but never vanished yet and since my last confession, I failed once, I’ve been trying to confess since, but what triggers it is end of times discussions and since I visited the thread yeasterday, things got worse.
I felt numb, crippled by fear, shortness of breath, slept all the times in order not to sin, cried multiple times and several other manifestations. Went to church, found no priest, stood next to the confessional, said that I am very sorry and trying to hold my tears and keep appearance in my workplace.
Please pray for me because I cannot afford psychiatric help and afraid that I am going to hell.
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