i am familiar with what i have chosen to believe? I’m confused now.
Also, you are treading dreadfully close to godwin’s law for mormon arguments online. As an online discussion grows longer, the probability of a claim by mormons (or a pro-mormon) using one of these tactics in the argument approaches 1:
- “someone at the church really hurt you, that’s why you left the church.”
- “you just wanted to live in sin, that’s why you left the church”
- “we just want to live in peace. Why can’t you just leave us alone? Why must you persecute us?”
- “have you prayed about the book of mormon lately? I have felt the “burning of the bosom” and i cannot deny the witness of the holy ghost to me. I know this church is true …”
i will witness something to you, truthliving. God loves you. God made you because he loves you, and he made you so that he could share his love with you. He wants to be united with you, and gives you everything for your own sanctification. When you distract yourself with the lies of your lds friends, you lose sight of him who created all and who is love. He loves you so much that he gave his only son to you, and that son died a most horrible and terrifying death for you so that you could be with him in heaven. He doesn’t want to wait until you get to heaven to be with him, he wants to be united to you **
right now. ** he only asks for your love, and for your desire to unite yourself with him and his will for you. It’s such a simple plan that it’s positively brilliant.
Can you imagine that love? Can you envision putting yourself in the presence of god, and simply sitting there and allowing him to love you? To admire his work in you? To quote one of my favorite lds hymns, “i stand all amazed at the love jesus offers me, confused at the grace that so fully he proffers me, i tremble to know that for me he was crucified, that for me, a sinner, he suffered, he bled and died.” knowing christ like i know him now, those words almost bring me to tears. But as a mormon, those words meant nothing. I cannot express to you the gratitude in my heart that he has given me the grace to desire him as i do. I am so thankful that every day, on the altars of the catholic church, i witness a supernatural miracle, of him coming down as the priest whispers christ’s own words “this is my body”. To be united to him is a thought that consumes me, that pulls me away from the shallowness and vain trivialities of this earthly world.
None of this love in my heart would be possible had he not graced me with the blinding light to reveal to me the lies i was living when i was in the lds church. Nothing in the temple, not the celestial room or the ordinances or anything at all, compares with the simple joy of kneeling in front of him in front of the blessed sacrament. As you pray tonight, i ask only one thing of you. Please get on your knees, and ask god, “if you are here, let me know you as you are.” you will probably not get any kind of burning bosom, but from that moment god will work within you to show you the truth.
As st. Augustine so beautifully said, “my soul is restless until it rests in thee, o lord.” rest tonight in the love of christ.