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scapularkid8
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I don’t know if this is even appropriate for the forum, but I thought instead of basically whining about my issues to get help and advice on here, I would talk to God instead and let you all see what I’m saying and thinking and allow comments from that to help me through my struggles with masturbation. (Don’t worry, I’m not going to get detailed or anything. 
). I hope this approach is just a little more creative than the regular thread of OP listing problem+ generic advice = dead thread. Others with the same issue might also be able to read my story and work through their problem based on my experience. This is just an idea so if the Mod’s don’t like it no biggie 
Chapter One:
God I have an addiction. You know that already. I’m just starting to admit it to myself. In the still of sitting here with you I can See. I can see that I’m hurting myself by doing it. I can see that it’s wrong. I can see why it’s wrong…so why am I so quickly blinded by impulse? The priest said You would never give me a cross or temptation I couldn’t bear. I always seem to forget that in that small moment of trial before I give in.
What scares me most is that this moment is becoming smaller and smaller. It’s like I’m subconsciously giving up. I don’t want that. I want to keep fighting. But it’s hard. I need You. I’m falling. I’ve fallen. I’m a slave. Free me like the Egyptians for I only want to worship you as God. Nothing else. Forgive me.
). I hope this approach is just a little more creative than the regular thread of OP listing problem+ generic advice = dead thread. Others with the same issue might also be able to read my story and work through their problem based on my experience. This is just an idea so if the Mod’s don’t like it no biggie Chapter One:
God I have an addiction. You know that already. I’m just starting to admit it to myself. In the still of sitting here with you I can See. I can see that I’m hurting myself by doing it. I can see that it’s wrong. I can see why it’s wrong…so why am I so quickly blinded by impulse? The priest said You would never give me a cross or temptation I couldn’t bear. I always seem to forget that in that small moment of trial before I give in.
What scares me most is that this moment is becoming smaller and smaller. It’s like I’m subconsciously giving up. I don’t want that. I want to keep fighting. But it’s hard. I need You. I’m falling. I’ve fallen. I’m a slave. Free me like the Egyptians for I only want to worship you as God. Nothing else. Forgive me.