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redbetta
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I have a quiz, a paper, and a Spanish oral on Monday and a lab report due Tuesday. They gave us the lab to do without giving us a clear idea on what to actually do. I’m crying right now and I don’t want to live anymore. Everyone told me that things would get better in college, that teachers just gave out busy work in high school because if they don’t it makes them look like they aren’t doing their job. I was told that I’ll have the chance and space to think for myself and forge my own path. But this is just the same as the previous four years.
I don’t know what is the point anymore. What is the point of getting into an elitist school when I’m just going to flunk? Everyone back home believes in me and wants me to be a doctor, but, I cannot take another eight years of this. If I didn’t care about my family, I would have killed myself a long time ago. Only God can save me now.
I don’t know what is the point anymore. What is the point of getting into an elitist school when I’m just going to flunk? Everyone back home believes in me and wants me to be a doctor, but, I cannot take another eight years of this. If I didn’t care about my family, I would have killed myself a long time ago. Only God can save me now.
