I agree that the many gospels show what a particular group of people beleived at the time that they were written.
Are you saying that the four canon gospels is all the evidence is going to be?
No, I wouldn’t say so. Miracles are great evidence, but hard to come by, sure. Much of what I consider evidence is that the guidance the Lord brings (
or is it just a voice in my head) is a lot different than a) the guidance I’d take from my own experiences b) the guidance I
expect from God.
For me, it’s the Gospels that reveal God
further. Nothing could seem more from God than his word, but there’s a tendency to look
at the word and not
into it. For me, the reality of God is in the inner chamber. Consder the following make-shift dialogue (it’s a bit heavy though, read it carefully):
Christian: There is an indication of God’s presence through prayer – in the inner chamber, as it is said.
Sceptic: That is imagination, they are just cognitions, albeit factitious ones, but just like all others
Christian: They are indeed cognitions, but they are not like all others.
Sceptic: No, some cognitions are about going to school or making a sandwich, and others are about God.
Christian: In more ways than subject-difference, are the cognitions different.
Sceptic: Then you’ve manufactured a feeling of self-transcendence in relation to an invisible God.
Christian: There is indeed transcendence by some nature, but that feeling is not what typifies the experience either
Sceptic: Well then you feel a sense of intellectual or psychological endowment by virtue of reflection on things
Christian: It’s true that I feel a sense of endowment, but by focus, not reflection. If my attention is fixed upon a dot in the middle of a screen, then there are neither reflections made, nor conclusions drawn regarding any other thing. So it is similar with prayer: focusing upon God and not my affairs, nor the affairs of others, nor the dealings of life, nor God’s attributes, nor my problems, nor my fortunes, nor myself in any way, but God alone. Unlike fixing upon a dot, however, cognitions do enter into consciousness.
Sceptic: A testament to weak attention at best – what you call fixing upon God, is actually a poor attention-span, with bombarding cognitions competing for the centre of your focus.
Christian: It would seem that is the case only until we consider the nature of the cognitions: they are edifying, prophetic, comforting, guiding, admonishing, and perhaps the most interesting, contrary to my own set of beliefs.
Sceptic: why is it that no other Christians testify to the nature of experience in this way? Why are so many other Christians ambiguous about what experience they’ve had with God? Why do so many Christians doubt?
Christian: The simple answer is, it is a difficult experience to articulate, for one, because it is a supernatural tenant and therefore not analogous to many things in the natural world – only by their interaction do Christians make inferences. The more thorough explanation is that experience isn’t evident all the time – this is because of our infirmity, our limitations, and our weakness on matters of faith. The fact that our faith is inconsistent makes prayer inconsistent, which brings about doubt; doubt, but not dismissal – the experience, in its rigor, has an extremely long shelf-life, even in the face of opposition.
Sceptic: For all I know, all of that explanation is nonsense.
Christian: Reasonably. If I explained the experience of Love to someone who has neither loved, nor ever been loved, they would conclude Love wasn’t real; that it was wish-fulfilment; that it’s the illusion in my mind brought about by so many millions of chemical reactions. But would you dare deny me my own perception?