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mouse333
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I am feeling more hopeful again, thank you for your prayers. I wound up calling the Crisis Intervention Mental Health line last night and found the person I talked to was very reassuring, non-judgmental, and she helped me to sort out my mind.
Today I am dealing with the problem of this voice that I have followed for most of the last year and a half. It was very helpful at times, troublesome at others. Last night it was driving me insane.
I prayed to God for a voice to guide me, and he gave me one. I do not hear voices, this was a voice that came to me in my thoughts. So I prayed for Him to take it away now that I am more secure after my move from Florida.
In Timothy Paul says that if you ask the Lord for an answer to something He will give it, but you should be sure to follow it. So I asked Him if this voice was Him and he said no, which gave me immense relief, as I had been confused about who was talking to me and kept trying to speculate about it. I have sorted it out now in my mind but I am left wondering where to go for guidance and also the lingering habit of the voice in my mind is troubling me at times.
I also asked the Lord if I was “called,” something else that has been troublesome to me, and He said Yes, which was also very reassuring.
I prayed for a less frightening way to be guided, if you would pray for me also I would appreciate it. I was walking in step with this voice and following its every command, and it offen was contradictory so I was very puzzled a lot of the time although I felt secure when in real trouble.
Please pray for me also that I find a safe and inexpensive apartment in the location I have chosen and that I will find appropriate psychiatric and other health care there, which I haven’t been able to secure in my present location.
Today I am dealing with the problem of this voice that I have followed for most of the last year and a half. It was very helpful at times, troublesome at others. Last night it was driving me insane.
I prayed to God for a voice to guide me, and he gave me one. I do not hear voices, this was a voice that came to me in my thoughts. So I prayed for Him to take it away now that I am more secure after my move from Florida.
In Timothy Paul says that if you ask the Lord for an answer to something He will give it, but you should be sure to follow it. So I asked Him if this voice was Him and he said no, which gave me immense relief, as I had been confused about who was talking to me and kept trying to speculate about it. I have sorted it out now in my mind but I am left wondering where to go for guidance and also the lingering habit of the voice in my mind is troubling me at times.
I also asked the Lord if I was “called,” something else that has been troublesome to me, and He said Yes, which was also very reassuring.
I prayed for a less frightening way to be guided, if you would pray for me also I would appreciate it. I was walking in step with this voice and following its every command, and it offen was contradictory so I was very puzzled a lot of the time although I felt secure when in real trouble.
Please pray for me also that I find a safe and inexpensive apartment in the location I have chosen and that I will find appropriate psychiatric and other health care there, which I haven’t been able to secure in my present location.