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renewedfaith196
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I was shocked when I learned that Mother Teresa was plagued by extreme doubts during her entire ministry. It actually gave me comfort, as I realized that even the greatest servants struggle with doubts. Mother Teresa questioned God’s existence and experienced pain over her lack of faith, when she said:
“Where is my faith? Even deep down . . . there is nothing but emptiness and darkness . . . If there be God—please forgive me. When I try to raise my thoughts to Heaven, there is such convicting emptiness that those very thoughts return like sharp knives and hurt my very soul . . . How painful is this unknown pain—I have no Faith. Repulsed, empty, no faith, no love, no zeal . . . What do I labor for? If there be no God, there can be no soul. If there be no soul then, Jesus, You also are not true.”
“Where is my faith? Even deep down . . . there is nothing but emptiness and darkness . . . If there be God—please forgive me. When I try to raise my thoughts to Heaven, there is such convicting emptiness that those very thoughts return like sharp knives and hurt my very soul . . . How painful is this unknown pain—I have no Faith. Repulsed, empty, no faith, no love, no zeal . . . What do I labor for? If there be no God, there can be no soul. If there be no soul then, Jesus, You also are not true.”