Contrary to what people do, I only wear my brown scapular when I’m at home, and in particular I sleep in it.
Reasons:
- I have to wear my school uniform and it is an Anglican school.
- I think that it is easier for me to die while sleeping.
- I usually pray before I sleep so the scapular is the right garment for prayer.
- I am afraid of my sweat soaking my scapular.
Usually I carry with me a miraculous medal in my wallet. And I switch to the scapular at home.
**Actually, I think the ultimate reason is that I’m not courageous enough to profess my Catholic faith.
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Now that high school is over and there’s certainly more freedom regarding dress code at college, I’m actively considering wearing the scapular. I know I sound somewhat sacrilegious but this really is an issue for me.
But then even excluding my unwillingness to profess my faith, I still feel that it is more comfortable for me to have my scapular adhered to my skin.