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IvanKaramozov
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I began to have my doubts about my religion in middle school, and at the age of 15 I considered myself an atheist/agnostic. However when I was 15 I was exposed to the works of the Angelic Doctor St. Thomas Aquinas. His works convinced me that reason and faith were compatiable. I found his five proofs of God compelling, I became a (beleiving) Catholic, Pope John Paul II was a huge (name removed by moderator)act on me, watching his death on TV I saw a true demonstration of faith for the first time I can remember. As I saw my firm holding of Aquinas’s arguments began to slip away I found refuge in the existentalist Christian thought of Soren Kierkegaard and Fyodor Dostoevsky. The genius works of then Joseph Cardinal Ratzinger helped me tramendously.
However despite Pope Benedict’s Genius I still feel like my faith is almost wholely eaten away. It seems like my adherance to Christianity has been almost wholely reduced to the beauty of Christ. I feel like deneying Christ’s reality would almost be unbeariable, while I respect Islam and Judaism I feel like they are pale comparisons to Christianity.
My troubles rest on three cheif problems, listed in seriousness
1-Suffering before Adam. I understand that Pope John Paul II said that Darwinism was “more than a hypothesis” and that Catholics may beleive in evolution so long as we maintain that Adam’s soul was given to him by God and did not come about by naturalistic processes. However I am still haunted by the scientific fact that pain, suffering, and imperfection existed long before the first man came to be on the earth. Long before the first humans, and Adam’s sin dinasaurs and water life ripped each other to pieces for food, long before the firs man became self aware millions of creatures became extinct, starved to death, lived in pain.
I don’t see how this can be compatiable with Church Dogma, unless I just misunderstand the teaching.
2-Christ’s Second coming. I believe the Catholic Theologian Scott Hahn’s wife attempted to get around this by saying that Christs second coming is present in the Eucharist, however I feel this is dubious. Reading the Bible it seems clear that Christ believed he was coming soon(As Bertrand Russell points out in “Why I am not a Christian”
" For one thing, he certainly thought that His second coming would occur in clouds of glory before the death of all the people who were living at that time. There are a great many texts that prove that. He says, for instance, “Ye shall not have gone over the cities of Israel till the Son of Man be come.” Then he says, “There are some standing here which shall not taste death till the Son of Man comes into His kingdom”; and there are a lot of places where it is quite clear that He believed that His second coming would happen during the lifetime of many then living. That was the belief of His earlier followers, and it was the basis of a good deal of His moral teaching. When He said, “Take no thought for the morrow,” and things of that sort, it was very largely because He thought that the second coming was going to be very soon, and that all ordinary mundane affairs did not count. I have, as a matter of fact, known some Christians who did believe that the second coming was imminent. I knew a parson who frightened his congregation terribly by telling them that the second coming was very imminent indeed, but they were much consoled when they found that he was planting trees in his garden. The early Christians did really believe it, and they did abstain from such things as planting trees in their gardens, because they did accept from Christ the belief that the second coming was imminent. In that respect, clearly He was not so wise as some other people have been, and He was certainly not superlatively wise."
3-“Why doesn’t God Heal Amputees” I must admit it’s a good point. People are cured from cancer though they had a 1% chance of survival, and doctors cannot understand how, yet cures that defey the laws of matter seem to be missing. I have never heard of a limb regenerating through prayer.
I would really appreciate help, thanks
However despite Pope Benedict’s Genius I still feel like my faith is almost wholely eaten away. It seems like my adherance to Christianity has been almost wholely reduced to the beauty of Christ. I feel like deneying Christ’s reality would almost be unbeariable, while I respect Islam and Judaism I feel like they are pale comparisons to Christianity.
My troubles rest on three cheif problems, listed in seriousness
1-Suffering before Adam. I understand that Pope John Paul II said that Darwinism was “more than a hypothesis” and that Catholics may beleive in evolution so long as we maintain that Adam’s soul was given to him by God and did not come about by naturalistic processes. However I am still haunted by the scientific fact that pain, suffering, and imperfection existed long before the first man came to be on the earth. Long before the first humans, and Adam’s sin dinasaurs and water life ripped each other to pieces for food, long before the firs man became self aware millions of creatures became extinct, starved to death, lived in pain.
I don’t see how this can be compatiable with Church Dogma, unless I just misunderstand the teaching.
2-Christ’s Second coming. I believe the Catholic Theologian Scott Hahn’s wife attempted to get around this by saying that Christs second coming is present in the Eucharist, however I feel this is dubious. Reading the Bible it seems clear that Christ believed he was coming soon(As Bertrand Russell points out in “Why I am not a Christian”
" For one thing, he certainly thought that His second coming would occur in clouds of glory before the death of all the people who were living at that time. There are a great many texts that prove that. He says, for instance, “Ye shall not have gone over the cities of Israel till the Son of Man be come.” Then he says, “There are some standing here which shall not taste death till the Son of Man comes into His kingdom”; and there are a lot of places where it is quite clear that He believed that His second coming would happen during the lifetime of many then living. That was the belief of His earlier followers, and it was the basis of a good deal of His moral teaching. When He said, “Take no thought for the morrow,” and things of that sort, it was very largely because He thought that the second coming was going to be very soon, and that all ordinary mundane affairs did not count. I have, as a matter of fact, known some Christians who did believe that the second coming was imminent. I knew a parson who frightened his congregation terribly by telling them that the second coming was very imminent indeed, but they were much consoled when they found that he was planting trees in his garden. The early Christians did really believe it, and they did abstain from such things as planting trees in their gardens, because they did accept from Christ the belief that the second coming was imminent. In that respect, clearly He was not so wise as some other people have been, and He was certainly not superlatively wise."
3-“Why doesn’t God Heal Amputees” I must admit it’s a good point. People are cured from cancer though they had a 1% chance of survival, and doctors cannot understand how, yet cures that defey the laws of matter seem to be missing. I have never heard of a limb regenerating through prayer.
I would really appreciate help, thanks
