My epiphany during the Feast of the Epiphany

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I had a powerful spiritual moment during Sunday’s Mass that I thought I should share.

As you know, it was the Feast of the Epiphany. At my church, they had children age 5-6 surround the altar during the Liturgy of the Eucharest.

It made me think about my beautiful 2-year-old boy at home. As I’ve previously talked about on these forums, my wife and I have been going to separate masses so one of us can stay home with our son, who just gets too rambunctious to make it through Mass.

But as I saw those boys and girls up there, I thought, “My son will be up there in a couple of years.” Then I had an indescribably overwhelming feeling of love come over me for my boy, who came to my wife and I relatively late in our lives and is just a blessing for us, brightening our lives every day.

Almost simultaneously, I was struck with the realization that God’s love for his son, Jesus Christ, is like what I was feeling, as well as His love for all of us, bringing Jesus into the world for our salvation.

We go through our Christian lives knowing this. But really, truly, to the depth of my core feeling it – “getting it” – in that moment felt very much like a gift The Holy Spirit wanted to impart to me.

I spent the next 15 minutes or so of Mass wiping away tears and hoping those next to me didn’t notice.
 
That is a beautiful analogy. Thank you for sharing with us. I love it when the Holy Spirit speaks to us in such a personal way so that we can “get” a truth He wants us to know.
 
That’s wonderful, but in God’s love for us, the Church has prohibited the laity from entering the sanctuary while Mass is in progress. I’m afraid the priest that allows that is committing a liturgical abuse. Perhaps your son can pursue a liturgical ministry such as altar boy so that he can enter the sanctuary legitimately in his service.
 
I had a powerful spiritual moment during Sunday’s Mass that I thought I should share.

As you know, it was the Feast of the Epiphany. At my church, they had children age 5-6 surround the altar during the Liturgy of the Eucharest.

It made me think about my beautiful 2-year-old boy at home. As I’ve previously talked about on these forums, my wife and I have been going to separate masses so one of us can stay home with our son, who just gets too rambunctious to make it through Mass.

But as I saw those boys and girls up there, I thought, “My son will be up there in a couple of years.” Then I had an indescribably overwhelming feeling of love come over me for my boy, who came to my wife and I relatively late in our lives and is just a blessing for us, brightening our lives every day.

Almost simultaneously, I was struck with the realization that God’s love for his son, Jesus Christ, is like what I was feeling, as well as His love for all of us, bringing Jesus into the world for our salvation.

We go through our Christian lives knowing this. But really, truly, to the depth of my core feeling it – “getting it” – in that moment felt very much like a gift The Holy Spirit wanted to impart to me.

I spent the next 15 minutes or so of Mass wiping away tears and hoping those next to me didn’t notice.
Thank you for sharing that wonderful consolation you had. Recall it to your memory when times are troublesome. It will help get you through the times when the Lord withdraws His Presence so that we use our faith in spite of no feelings, and we can then grow in His grace and become stronger.
 
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