I have to say that 3 mos ago I had a dream of B asking me if I would stay in a hotel , just sleeping next to him. then even though at the time it seemed so odd. this happened this weekend!
he also told me that a couple of mos ago… he had a dream that we were at that family reuinion of his friend!
he said he told his gf about it and they got in a big fight,
I also woke up with song " you’re the one that I.m dreaming of, baby you’re the one that I love"
it is hard to see him so weak and ill… but he acted so caring towarrds the kids and me… and also was very patient and giving.
the way things went for me dealing with being in a strange place, he had obligations to be with his friend( playing music) and so I had to find things for the kids to do… and find a place to stay if i wanted to.
so i drove off… and picked up a map… drive to find a shady spot and the spot we found was near some music, and sounds like a pool. it was a gorgeous uncrowded public pool. so we walked in and asked how much etc. then i asked if there was anywhere good to stay, well the girl walked over and gave me a paper, with a half off deal at a local hotel!
we went and got the last room, and also they had no other room for the next night, but when i called later, they DID.
i kept asking the kids to pray and kept reminding them of how our 3 guardian angels were really helping out!
the weekend kept showing more signs of that, and my husband couldnt deny how amazing when things kept happening, more and more!
the good bye we had at the last gas stn he said " I love you" and he looked really happy. i felt really happy.
i think the whole thing really could not have gone any better.
we didnt get carried away with romance, which was kind of confusing, but I guess better in the long run.
last summer he tried and I cried. so … I am thinking he did not want anything to go wrong.
probably.
since he still has that gf, or lives with her anyway…
i know he never stopped loving me. he just wants to be down in that state, but also is such a drinker.( well every day having beer is a big problem I think…
he seems so much calmer and can talk about things without getting so quickly upset.
he didnt show his temper once.
thank you , we shall see what happens…
he wants me to get the same kind of phone that he has so we can talk more and its free.