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gtrguy155
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(I apologize for the novel down below haha. I just felt that I needed to properly explain the situation I’m in)
I’ve had a LOT of problems my entire life controlling my extremely severe depression, anxiety, rage, and emotional problems. They all started for me around the age of 4 and have lasted my entire life until about a year ago (I’m in my mid 20’s). I’m lucky to be alive after 2 almost successful suicide attempts. I’ve been to countless psychologists, therapies, doctors, been locked up in a psych ward, and tried too many different prescription medications to count. I’ve never had much luck with any talk therapy or any pill that helped me at all.
In fact I’m downright terrified of taking pills now because the side effects have been horrendous and a few of them turned me into a crazy person and I ended up having to be arrested (and eventually locked in the psych ward). Deep down this is not who I am. When I’m not in a crazy state of mind, I am a very gentle, kind, loving, compassionate person. I love God and philosophy. I’m smart and I have a lot of things going for me, but this mental illness has been the greatest stumbling block in terms of advancement in life and just staying alive and getting through my day.
About a year ago, when I was in deep depression/suicidal mode, a friend offered me marijuana and after hearing about how much it has helped people in the news, and because of how desperate my situation was I tried it to see if it would help at all and wouldn’t you know it, I felt the marijuana effect but once it went away, for the next 24 hours I was a normal human being!
I have continued to use marijuana and exercise as a means of controlling my mental illness. I now am happy/content in life. I came back to my faith in God and pray all the time now and study the bible all the time now. I just feel like a normal person now. I can work, I can go out with friends. I can do things consistently now. And family members have been amazed at my turn around. I get compliments all the time and it has brought a lot of peace and happiness to my family, friends, and me.
I would like to know what the catholic take on medical marijuana is. For me, I’m scared to cut marijuana completely from my life, because I don’t want to go back to that chaotic hellish life I used to have again but most of all I don’t want to bring that burden back on my family ever again. I also want to make sure I am doing the right thing with God.
I know all the popular bible verses potheads like to use to explain why marijuana smoking is fine with God like:
“Behold, I have given you every herb bearing seed, which is upon the face of all the earth, and every tree in which is the fruit of a tree yielding seed…” (Genesis chapter 1) and many others.
I also know that it is a sin to be drunk. As a person who has been drunk and been high before, it seems to me like they are two separate things. When drunk you’re falling everywhere, you’re slurring speech, you’re making stupid decisions and acting like a loud idiot. When you’re high, it seems like you just perceive the world differently, like you notice more around you and you feel more relaxed.
Again, I’m sorry for the novel. I would really like to see what the catholic answer would be on medical marijuana.
Thank you to anyone that replies
I’ve had a LOT of problems my entire life controlling my extremely severe depression, anxiety, rage, and emotional problems. They all started for me around the age of 4 and have lasted my entire life until about a year ago (I’m in my mid 20’s). I’m lucky to be alive after 2 almost successful suicide attempts. I’ve been to countless psychologists, therapies, doctors, been locked up in a psych ward, and tried too many different prescription medications to count. I’ve never had much luck with any talk therapy or any pill that helped me at all.
In fact I’m downright terrified of taking pills now because the side effects have been horrendous and a few of them turned me into a crazy person and I ended up having to be arrested (and eventually locked in the psych ward). Deep down this is not who I am. When I’m not in a crazy state of mind, I am a very gentle, kind, loving, compassionate person. I love God and philosophy. I’m smart and I have a lot of things going for me, but this mental illness has been the greatest stumbling block in terms of advancement in life and just staying alive and getting through my day.
About a year ago, when I was in deep depression/suicidal mode, a friend offered me marijuana and after hearing about how much it has helped people in the news, and because of how desperate my situation was I tried it to see if it would help at all and wouldn’t you know it, I felt the marijuana effect but once it went away, for the next 24 hours I was a normal human being!
I have continued to use marijuana and exercise as a means of controlling my mental illness. I now am happy/content in life. I came back to my faith in God and pray all the time now and study the bible all the time now. I just feel like a normal person now. I can work, I can go out with friends. I can do things consistently now. And family members have been amazed at my turn around. I get compliments all the time and it has brought a lot of peace and happiness to my family, friends, and me.
I would like to know what the catholic take on medical marijuana is. For me, I’m scared to cut marijuana completely from my life, because I don’t want to go back to that chaotic hellish life I used to have again but most of all I don’t want to bring that burden back on my family ever again. I also want to make sure I am doing the right thing with God.
I know all the popular bible verses potheads like to use to explain why marijuana smoking is fine with God like:
“Behold, I have given you every herb bearing seed, which is upon the face of all the earth, and every tree in which is the fruit of a tree yielding seed…” (Genesis chapter 1) and many others.
I also know that it is a sin to be drunk. As a person who has been drunk and been high before, it seems to me like they are two separate things. When drunk you’re falling everywhere, you’re slurring speech, you’re making stupid decisions and acting like a loud idiot. When you’re high, it seems like you just perceive the world differently, like you notice more around you and you feel more relaxed.
Again, I’m sorry for the novel. I would really like to see what the catholic answer would be on medical marijuana.
Thank you to anyone that replies