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My Mom is mentally ill…she shuns it, all of it, me…only person she talks to is like my brother…
My friend Adam said to me wanna go for a ride? One day…I go no I have anxiety…he said what do you wanna be like your mom and hide from the world? I go no!! lol
She kinda like shuns drs and medication maybe because she had bad reactions to some…but yeah…she’s a hard head like my family is…and myself…
I have been involved with psychiatric hospitals since 4th grade… straight jacket…10 people holding me down…wrist and ankle restraints…padded rooms…a little window…gaurds outside whistling and having fun…so I know the system…I know which medicine works for me…and I get a shot once a month for it because I will not remember or feel like taking it every day…
I’m very lazy
I need a job
I don’t wanna live on social security disability forever…
Making 9,000 a year
I’m doing what I can and so is she…but my schizophrenia thinks up imaginary lies, not lies but not the truth… not reality I mean
My life sucked as a kid because I was so wild…
But w have schizophrenia…and Im only asking for prayers that she will feel good naturally…because pharmaceutical companies are not the answer so much…but all she has is my brother…
Also she could use a boyfriend…That would make her feel good…I hope she meets a good man in her building or something…
Me I’ve been alone for 35 years…
I’m pretty much the 40 year old virgin
pornography controlled me. And I let it rule me. And reign over me.
No more of that…
I wanna go to church today…
But thanks for reading and for your prayers
St Jude, help for the hopeless
Help us
Our Lady of Lourdes
Heal us with the grotto water bottles making the sign of the cross
I wish she would speak to me but I’ve always been very ugly to her…
Now I’m only humble and I wish I could hear her and let me know everything will be alright…
Thank you.
God Bless You and Yours
Kevin
nothing will get help besides prayer…
Her name is Lori.
Thank you !!!
God Bless Ya!!!
My friend Adam said to me wanna go for a ride? One day…I go no I have anxiety…he said what do you wanna be like your mom and hide from the world? I go no!! lol
She kinda like shuns drs and medication maybe because she had bad reactions to some…but yeah…she’s a hard head like my family is…and myself…
I have been involved with psychiatric hospitals since 4th grade… straight jacket…10 people holding me down…wrist and ankle restraints…padded rooms…a little window…gaurds outside whistling and having fun…so I know the system…I know which medicine works for me…and I get a shot once a month for it because I will not remember or feel like taking it every day…
I’m very lazy
I need a job
I don’t wanna live on social security disability forever…
Making 9,000 a year
I’m doing what I can and so is she…but my schizophrenia thinks up imaginary lies, not lies but not the truth… not reality I mean
My life sucked as a kid because I was so wild…
But w have schizophrenia…and Im only asking for prayers that she will feel good naturally…because pharmaceutical companies are not the answer so much…but all she has is my brother…
Also she could use a boyfriend…That would make her feel good…I hope she meets a good man in her building or something…
Me I’ve been alone for 35 years…
I’m pretty much the 40 year old virgin
pornography controlled me. And I let it rule me. And reign over me.
No more of that…
I wanna go to church today…
But thanks for reading and for your prayers
St Jude, help for the hopeless
Help us
Our Lady of Lourdes
Heal us with the grotto water bottles making the sign of the cross
I wish she would speak to me but I’ve always been very ugly to her…
Now I’m only humble and I wish I could hear her and let me know everything will be alright…
Thank you.
God Bless You and Yours
Kevin
nothing will get help besides prayer…
Her name is Lori.
Thank you !!!
God Bless Ya!!!
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