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gabrielkitty
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My path to Jesus is long and complicated.
My first time to see an angel
When I am a kid (around age 3) and studying in a kindergarten, one day, my teacher lock me in a dark storeroom. I am alone in the dark. I am afraid. Suddenly, an angel shinning with bright light, with a pair of wings, white robe, golden hair, appeared! Actually, at that moment, I don’t know s/he is angel, I even don’t know if s/he is a man or woman. He smile to me and assure me not to afraid. He turn on the lamp and gave me some toys. He stay with me and I am playing the toy. After a while, he disappeared. Then the teacher came back. However, when she found that the lamp was turn on, she is afraid. It was because, I am too short to reach the switch. She keep saying that the room was haunted and dare not to come in the room anymore.
A boy cosplaying Jesus?
When I am studying Primary One (around age 6), during the recess, my classmate and I love came to the school church and play around. One day, I came and play around in the church as usual. However, this time, a golden trolley with golden cups was found in the church. Suddenly, a boy with the same age as me appeared. He is shinning with holy light and dressed like Jesus (At that moment, I think he is cosplaying Jesus). He smile to me and ask me to accept him. Then, he gave me a round biscuit with a cross symbol. At that moment, I think this boy wanna me eat this biscuit. When I took this biscuit, this boy order me not to bite it, but swallow it. I ignored him and want to bite it and taste it. However, when I just put this biscuit in my mouth, this biscuit “ran” into my mouth! I fail to bite it! I really swallow it! After I swallow this biscuit, this boy disappeared.
I lost the chance to join the church twice
When I am studying in secondary school, a visiting priest from others country came to my school. He ask us if we wanna believe Jesus or not. He ask us to stand up and accept his bless if we wanna believe Jesus and join the church. He came twice and every time, I stand up and wanna join the church. In our school, we need our teacher to bring us to church after this blessing. However, every time, the teacher don’t bring me to the church. Although I accepted bless from priest twice, I fail to join the church.
Refused to join self-proclaimed christian with no church
When I am studying in the university (around year one - two), one of my classmate told me that she is christian and invite me to join them. I am very happy and agreed to come. She brought me to a garden in the university. A man in there who are in charge of the activity. He ask everyone to joined hands in a circle and murmur somethings which I don’t understand. Then he ask us to give him money and buy some lunch. Later on, I ask them which church or student organization they belonged to. The man in charge told me that a church is not necessary and everyone who want to be christian will become a christian. He then gave me a spoon which he just used. This spoon is dirty, filled with his saliva. He ask me to use this spoon for lunch. I told him this is used and I want a new one. He told me that they are christian and are a family, so, it is a habit to share the spoon this way. He told me if I don’t use his spoon, I cannot join them. I can’t stand it anymore, because I don’t want to drink someone else saliva. I leave them and don’t join any church then.
My mom’s death, my mom’s last wish and the catechumenate
Although LORD, Jesus and archangel did appeared in my dream frequently, I don’t join any church (I dream of the same angel who I seen in the kindergarten many years ago, this time, he told me who he was. He told me he is archangel Raphael! For the dream matter, I may share it later if necessary). In my university (during my Master degree and Doctoral degree study), some of my professors worship the Analects and Marxism. They said that everything should be evidence based. To survive in the university, I must act as scientific as possible. I dare not let anyone except my mom know I dream of LORD, Jesus and archangel. However, my mom died. Her last wish is a Catholic Funeral. However, I worried that this is difficult, because my mom lost the chance to join the church when she was young. I pray LORD to help me get a Catholic priest for the funeral. Luckily, someone introduced me a priest and my mom’s last wish was fulfilled. The priest wanna me join the church. To thanks these good people, I joined the catechumenate. Now I will come to the church every Sunday for the mass and the catechumenate. Hopefully, I will be baptized next year.
This is a really long and complicated journey to Jesus!!
My first time to see an angel
When I am a kid (around age 3) and studying in a kindergarten, one day, my teacher lock me in a dark storeroom. I am alone in the dark. I am afraid. Suddenly, an angel shinning with bright light, with a pair of wings, white robe, golden hair, appeared! Actually, at that moment, I don’t know s/he is angel, I even don’t know if s/he is a man or woman. He smile to me and assure me not to afraid. He turn on the lamp and gave me some toys. He stay with me and I am playing the toy. After a while, he disappeared. Then the teacher came back. However, when she found that the lamp was turn on, she is afraid. It was because, I am too short to reach the switch. She keep saying that the room was haunted and dare not to come in the room anymore.
A boy cosplaying Jesus?
When I am studying Primary One (around age 6), during the recess, my classmate and I love came to the school church and play around. One day, I came and play around in the church as usual. However, this time, a golden trolley with golden cups was found in the church. Suddenly, a boy with the same age as me appeared. He is shinning with holy light and dressed like Jesus (At that moment, I think he is cosplaying Jesus). He smile to me and ask me to accept him. Then, he gave me a round biscuit with a cross symbol. At that moment, I think this boy wanna me eat this biscuit. When I took this biscuit, this boy order me not to bite it, but swallow it. I ignored him and want to bite it and taste it. However, when I just put this biscuit in my mouth, this biscuit “ran” into my mouth! I fail to bite it! I really swallow it! After I swallow this biscuit, this boy disappeared.
I lost the chance to join the church twice
When I am studying in secondary school, a visiting priest from others country came to my school. He ask us if we wanna believe Jesus or not. He ask us to stand up and accept his bless if we wanna believe Jesus and join the church. He came twice and every time, I stand up and wanna join the church. In our school, we need our teacher to bring us to church after this blessing. However, every time, the teacher don’t bring me to the church. Although I accepted bless from priest twice, I fail to join the church.
Refused to join self-proclaimed christian with no church
When I am studying in the university (around year one - two), one of my classmate told me that she is christian and invite me to join them. I am very happy and agreed to come. She brought me to a garden in the university. A man in there who are in charge of the activity. He ask everyone to joined hands in a circle and murmur somethings which I don’t understand. Then he ask us to give him money and buy some lunch. Later on, I ask them which church or student organization they belonged to. The man in charge told me that a church is not necessary and everyone who want to be christian will become a christian. He then gave me a spoon which he just used. This spoon is dirty, filled with his saliva. He ask me to use this spoon for lunch. I told him this is used and I want a new one. He told me that they are christian and are a family, so, it is a habit to share the spoon this way. He told me if I don’t use his spoon, I cannot join them. I can’t stand it anymore, because I don’t want to drink someone else saliva. I leave them and don’t join any church then.
My mom’s death, my mom’s last wish and the catechumenate
Although LORD, Jesus and archangel did appeared in my dream frequently, I don’t join any church (I dream of the same angel who I seen in the kindergarten many years ago, this time, he told me who he was. He told me he is archangel Raphael! For the dream matter, I may share it later if necessary). In my university (during my Master degree and Doctoral degree study), some of my professors worship the Analects and Marxism. They said that everything should be evidence based. To survive in the university, I must act as scientific as possible. I dare not let anyone except my mom know I dream of LORD, Jesus and archangel. However, my mom died. Her last wish is a Catholic Funeral. However, I worried that this is difficult, because my mom lost the chance to join the church when she was young. I pray LORD to help me get a Catholic priest for the funeral. Luckily, someone introduced me a priest and my mom’s last wish was fulfilled. The priest wanna me join the church. To thanks these good people, I joined the catechumenate. Now I will come to the church every Sunday for the mass and the catechumenate. Hopefully, I will be baptized next year.
This is a really long and complicated journey to Jesus!!
