rmikulas:
“It is OK to question your faith, people do it from time to time. Consider it a test. A test to make the faith stronger in you. All GODs children question their faith at some point, all your brother and sisters question their faith at some point. And it’s those questions that always brings us back. Because we do not have the answers, only a feeling. That feeling is Christ.” …
"… a priest says it’s ok to question your faith, i’ve heard this from more than 1 priest as well. But the Catholics themselves say it’s not ok to question your faith. You all make it seem like, you MUST be 100% true and sure of yourself. So are us Catholics wrong? Are the priests & churches wrong? Will you be so arogant to say that YOU know better than a priest?
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Ah, good questions. I went on a long journey of faith and ultimately returned Home to Rome, with my Faith far stronger than it ever was before my journey, and I THANK GOD that I didn’t perish in sin, for I was truly lost for a while there!
Did I learn anything during the journey away and then during the journey back home? I hope so, and I feel that I have only for the first time come to know the Catholic Church. If I had known my faith before, I can’t see how I could have left. What I was doing on the way from the Church was a different process than what I did on the way back.
When I was seeking a way out of the Church, I wasn’t seeking Truth in it’s fullest, simply, could I live with the compromises I’d have to make to get what I wanted (freedom from rules, ability to be with who I wanted to be with, ability to do what I wanted, when I wanted, etc …) For me, I wanted to escape Authority, any and all.
When I found myself returning to the Church, I wanted to know the Truth, and I was finally willing to take it all, even if it meant giving up things I wanted. The more I participated in confession and being open to learning the fullness of God’s message and why the Church taught certain things, the more stuff kept coming my way to open my mind and heart to Christ.
Question, question, question. But do so with a willingness to take the fullness of the Truth Christ desires for you. Try accepting a difficult Church teaching as true even though you can’t for the life of yourself image why it would be true. Pray on it, confess having not previously believed it and then pray some more. See if you aren’t provided the change of heart to know and believe fully in this teaching shortly after. God’s grace works in amazing ways. And if you don’t know, don’t be afraid to seek the answer from the teachings of the Church.
God Bless,
CARose