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PinkAquarius84
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I have to get this out… i am new i know i have posted lots of stuff on here so far.I decided to share with you and tell what you think. Back in high school i was very religous and obess with God. Well oneday while going to school i felt very ill. I mean like having a breakdown. And for no reason i would just start crying and the cousler had my parents pick me up from school becuz i was so depressed and i could not figure out why, but i was such a mess. Well my father picked me up from school that day. On the way home he told me that my sister in-law got promoted today to executive and she is making the big bucks now and she is so happy the her friends and relatives were all so excited and it was a joyous day for them. And i kept thinking in my mind " God why is it that my sister in-law is having a joyous day and she doesn’t have no desire to thank you for anything or worship or even care if you do exist, and here i am loving you with all of my heart and for some reason today i feel so emotional and depress for no reason at all" before i went to sleep for being so emotional for no reason i felt like God was holding me, and the demons were trying to mislead from God" I mean i could not stop crying all day that day, the tears would not stop.
story 2. A couple years ago i had a group of friends, they were not religous at all. Well they partyied alot, well they seem like the crowd that is not forgiving unless they have known there whole life. One day i asked God if they were really my friends. That next week, one of my friends back into my parents car that i was driving around at the time and they tried to talk me into lying to my parents about the car. Well i didn’t follow through. Next thing they cut me out.
story 3. I have date alot a couples months ago but stopped. Well i met this one guy who is a christian and i would pray to God is he the one. and then a couple of weeks later he lost interest, then i met another guy and I asked God is he the one a couple of weeks later that guy also lost interest in me.
Does it seem in that God answered all my prayers in the past in a mysterious way?
story 2. A couple years ago i had a group of friends, they were not religous at all. Well they partyied alot, well they seem like the crowd that is not forgiving unless they have known there whole life. One day i asked God if they were really my friends. That next week, one of my friends back into my parents car that i was driving around at the time and they tried to talk me into lying to my parents about the car. Well i didn’t follow through. Next thing they cut me out.
story 3. I have date alot a couples months ago but stopped. Well i met this one guy who is a christian and i would pray to God is he the one. and then a couple of weeks later he lost interest, then i met another guy and I asked God is he the one a couple of weeks later that guy also lost interest in me.
Does it seem in that God answered all my prayers in the past in a mysterious way?
