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Hi Vouthon,Dear Simple Soul
You have a wonderful name. Please donāt be afraid to criticize or question my assumptions (Iām wrong a lot I assure you!), even though I am fully aware that you arenāt in this instance anyhow.
The fire is a āsymbolā employed by many mystical writers. It is an āinteriorā fire that they speak of, a soul āburningā with the love of God. If I may quote from the āLifeā of St. Catherine of Genoa to illustrate what she means by the āfireā. In this example, Catherine is described by her confessor
catholicfirst.com/thefaitā¦inegenoa2.html
Pope Emeritus Benedict XVI spoke about St. Catherineās experiences in one of his general audience addresses thus:
vatican.va/holy_father/benedict_xvi/audiences/2011/documents/hf_ben-xvi_aud_20110112_en.html
St. Catherine, like all mystics, was confronted with ineffability, the incapacity of an individual to adequately express in words what they have āexperiencedā, which is one of the hallmarks of a āmystical experienceā. Thus we find her exclaim:
Consider this sentence from the passage I quoted in my last post:
This is the ācruxā so to speak, where St. Catherine struggles to try and explain to her audience in sensual terms cognizable to their understanding what was for her an entirely non-sensuous experience. Can you imagine seeing without eyes, hearing without ears, feeling without feeling, tasting without tasting yet being aware of something so amazing, so ādivineā that every word you previously would have used to explain it is incapable of capturing it adequately? That is a mystical experience of union with God. Words and images can never do it justice.
Thank you for trying to explain but I am not sure it answers my question.
How would she know she was experiencing anything,Divine or not, unless she was using her senses? This is what I might be having a hard time wrapping my brain around. Let me see if I can explain my thoughts on this.
After reading what you wrote here I am almost lead to believe that you believe that if one is using there senses then they are being sensual. Is this a correct understanding? It is my understanding that one can use ones senses and it does not mean they are being sensual. Maybe this is also why I am having a difficult time understanding.
As I am writing this I am remembering reading something some one posted someplace about how infused prayer suspends the senses. I am wondering if this means the senses are turned off or is this what some people take it to mean. Maybe this is also another way I am misunderstanding them. Or maybe this was just how I was understanding the term. But then in just reading your post that I questioned, it made me question my understanding of this term. If the term āsuspend the sensesā is in fact meant as in āturn off the sensesā and if her senses had been turned off how would she have ever known that Christ was now living in her and not herself? How could she even want to even try to explain something she deemed was so Divine. Did she not sense the Divinity within herself? To me, because she is explaining things, or at least trying to explain things, her senses were not turned off. Just suspended there. Itās like yes there turned off but yet at the same time there not? Oh the Mysteries of God. The image I get is like the senses are like stones or large rocks around a light, so tightly fused together that the light has a hard time seeping through the cracks between them. It is like they are trying to protect this light. This light is our soul. When I read or here about the senses being suspended, I visually see these stones as opening up and the cracks become wider and wider until they conceal the soulās light no more and are now suspended like hovering around the soul no longer needing to protect it and letting God protect it and do His work in the soul as He transforms it as the sense seem to hover there suspended quietly op serving and watching or looking on but not engaging in anything and now the soul shines so brightly and warmly that the sense now bathe in its light. It is like they, the senses, are transformed also. It is like they are no longer needed to protect any more but can now be used for something else.Oh how I ramble on. I did have other thoughts I wanted to share but I do need to stop right now because my children are waking up and itās a start to a long Christmas and New Years break and want to make the most of it. If you or others want to share some insight into helping me understand this better please do. Just please donāt be insulted if I do not find the time to respond.
It was all just a question that seemed to send me a chains of thoughts and more questions and can become a never ending cycle for me.
Anyway hope and pray you have a wonderful and peace filled and joyful Christmas and New Year that knowing you are in Godās loving embrace can bring us through knowing He is with us.