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I’ll put it this way, with apologies in advance to anyone who will protest “well, that’s not MY experience of the Catholic Church”… (I know. Just like I’m not wearing your clothes, or cooking your food, or kissing your wife goodnight, either.I cannot speak for anyone else, but I’m not so sure that’s a correct characterization. One has to keep in mind that the RCC – and to my view particularly in these Novus Ordo days – de-emphasizes the mystical in favor of the legal, so if someone failed to “find the mystical aspect” I’d not be surprised.
The last thing I did before leaving Oregon in July of 2009 was take a trip to Mt. Angel Abbey on the coast with my Father of Confession. He knew I had been struggling for some time by that point with the Catholic Church, and thought it would help to show me another side of Latin spirituality (as I had been already to see the Ruthenians, and that hadn’t really been the revelation he’d maybe hoped it would be). If you’ve never been to the Abbey and happen to be in Mt. Angel, Oregon, I really recommend it. It’s beautiful, very serene, the monks are serious and committed, they have a great bookstore (which sells some books by HH Pope Shenouda III, my FOC pointed out while we were there…hahaha), etc. But because it is so wonderful, and so serious (almost to the point of being dour, but maybe that’s just my memory coloring it that way), I was actually kind of mad. How could it be that there was this kind of spirituality here, but just a few hours away at home in the church in Eugene, we had jazz bands and people with folk guitars ruining everything on a relatively regular basis? I was actually kind of mad. I mean, my FOC would always extol the East and the Orient, encourage me to learn more Byzantine hymns in Arabic (this is what I did instead of learning the family lineage of the Islamic prophet Muhammad in the Arabic class I had been taking at the local university), etc. So he seemed on board with many of the things that I was being exposed to at the time, and yet in actual practice, none of this was reflected in the masses that he served. I remember I once asked him why it was, since he was such a lover of St. Ephrem, that we didn’t have these kinds of traditional hymns in our mass (hey, give me a break…I didn’t realize at the time how out of place that would be; I just figured “St. Ephrem is better than this Marty Haugen stuff, and Father would obviously approve”). He told me that the senior priest (my FOC was in his mid-30s) wouldn’t have it, since he was afraid that if we did anything too traditional, we’d lose a lot of people, since it was a college town and of course kids need guitars and harps and standup basses, or whatever. That confused me then, and it confuses me now. I think I was…I dunno…25? Maybe a little older than the target demographic, but still…it doesn’t wash with me.
So it is not that I don’t recognize that there is this strain in Latin Catholicism, though I must say that in terms of actual “mystic” RC writers such as St. Therese, St. John of the Cross, etc., I tried them all in the course of my attempt to discern where I should be, and found them to be either creepily carnal or surprisingly dry/detached; I got way more out of the likes of G.K. Chesterson, who is of course not a mystic at all, but I still love him to this day. But anyway, I think this entire approach is wrong-headed. Were I searching for “mysticism” I’d be following some Indian yogi. The idea of even having some kind of separate category of spirituality that is “mystical” seems weird to me, especially when it doesn’t really impact the everyday practice or experience of the mass in the vast majority of parishes in America (Catholicism elsewhere is something else; I’ve been to tiny Mexican villages that were a lot more like my experience in the Coptic Church in terms of pastoral guidance in the everyday life than anything I subsequently experienced in the Latin Church). It’s like…for the Maronites, do they say that St. Maroun was a “mystic”? I kind of doubt it, because that requires a context where he is set apart from the everyday practice of the faith, and that makes no sense, as he founded that particular expression of the faith! Do you see what I mean? There is no “mysticism” when we’re just talking about what you do. That’s just everyday life. That’s what I like about Orthodoxy. Looked at from the outside it seems mystical and weird or whatever, but I will tell you that there’s nothing “mystical” at all about cooking ful muddames for dinner 210+ nights out of the year, but we do it because it’s part of how we live our faith, day in day out. Sobriety is the name of the game. If you read the monastic literature of the East and the Orient, you’ll see that many saints fled “mystical” experiences, such as contact with angels.
I guess in a way, I am against mysticism as a thing, but I can still recognize that a more serious kind of spirituality is something that is in the Latin Church, however small and hidden away it can seem (and my FOC even agreed with this, as we had stopped to get some lunch on the way back from the Abbey and I asked him why it seems that we have to drive out of our way to go visit Catholics actually LIVING the faith in a serious, consistent manner; he said, to the best of my recollection, that it was not really hidden away, but it does take some digging to find. Poor guy…)
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The discussion that ensued from this post on mysticism was sufficiently off-topic to create a new thread from it. Please see here for the original discussion asking if one may receive Communion in the Eastern Catholic Churches with a serious sin on the soul.
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