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Lady0Faith
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It’s not easy to ask for help, especially when I see children sick, parents and grandparents with cancer and martyred priests needing prayer requests. But I’m writing anyway. Last night I wrote to God and now I’ll give this forum a shot. Today I am depressed and praying and fighting my way out of it, because I thought I was pregnant but I’m not also, my mother died of cancer a little over a year ago - God wanted her. I know He is in control. Everything I ever prayed for, I believe I get and have gotten, in His own way. But, I can’t make sense of Him taking my mother so soon but this time I really have to trust. She was only 60 and healthy right to the end, but He wanted her. I’m an adult, I’m a mother and the Lord blessed with a supportive husband, a career that allows me to give me back to those in need and allow me to stay home with the greatest gift He has ever given me, our two year old healthy and advanced little girl that we prayed hard to finally have. As we are praying for another child, nothing is happening. Thus far nothing is medically wrong with me or my husband and yet I have an annoying pain in my side that doctors can’t figure out (fearing it’s cancer that my mother had, nothing was found in CT scans, ultrasounds or bloodwork - thank God). I am grateful that they say I am healthy. But for some reason we cannot conceive. We want to conceive and have made life a little less stressful and more relaxing these past few mos but it looks like it’s not time. Last night I thought I was pregnant, but it turns out that I am not. I am not getting any younger and I could use a prayer to conceive. Not being able to conceive, the pain in my side that I wish would go away (they think it’s a wheat allergy) and accepting life without my mother plagues me and brings me down, a prayer would help and I am trying to keep God in my heart for a better outlook. My support is my faith and my family, I love life with my husband and daughter and I would love to grow our family. Thanks for listening.

