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I am relating this not to be debated. I need suggestion and help from Catholics that believe in or have experienced demonic activity in their life.
I have lived in my house for the last 19 years and never, never had a strange occurrence until February of 2009, just after my mother died in December, 2008. I have keep my pastor up to date, but I am open to any help. Mom was a 45 year member of the Third Order of the Carmelites.
Some background. I am Catholic, I go to church everyday, I read the Liturgy of Hours each day and other prayers, am a member of a newly forming Legion of Mary in my parish and also a member of the Ladies of Charity.
The first occurrence happened back in February 2009, I was pulled out of sleep about 3 am, fully awake, and I do mean fully awake, and I had the worst feeling of dread. Soon I looked and the whole space in my room was distorted, as though, something was coming from another dimension, the space was wavering. I looked to my right and on my bed was this half black, half transparent small round thing sitting on my bed looking at me. I could see the wall in my room from the transparent side of it. I was absolutely terrified. I never new what it was like to be truly terrified, but I know now. I spent the next three hours till dawn with my head under the covers praying. I was shook for nearly a week.
The next occurrence happened about a month later. I was pulled out of a sound sleep around 3 am or so and again the space was the same as described above. I was too afraid to turn around, but I had my rosary wrapped around my hand. I felt this thing like rear up on my hip, I was sleeping on my side. If you can image an 80 pound dog rearing up and putting its weight on your hip that is what it felt like. I didn’t look around, but put my hand up that had the rosary in it and said. “Mother Mary, please help me.” The thing vanished.
Since this time, I have had my alarm system turned off, lights turned out, heater turned on every week or two for nearly a year now. However, the thing that has really frightened me was yesterday.
I came home from morning Mass and my alarm system was turned off, I know I turned it on and before I got into the middle room, I said to myself that I bet the light in the ceiling of the middle room would be turned out, and yes it was. It is on a dimmer, you have to actually turn the knob. I am the only one in the house, I live alone. I did not go upstairs at that time. I went back out to Church for Adoration. Came back and went upstairs to get the laundry. In my bedroom I have an altar type of arrangement of Statues of Jesus of the Sacred Heart and Mary, a Saint and on the small bookcase two pic of my Mother. In front of one of my mom pics is a prayer card of Our Lady of Mount Carmel and The Divine Mercies, in front of the other pic is a smaller card of the Divine Mercies. In front of Our Lady of Grace is a prayer card of the Martyrs of Auriesville with relic, Beside Jesus is a prayer card of the Sacred Heart. When I turned from the dresser I saw that the prayer card of Our Lady of Mount Carmel was turned upside down and placed perfectly straight and I looked at the rest and the Martyrs card was also turned upside down. I froze in my place and I am sure the blood drained from my face. This is very upsetting as it has been about two weeks plus since I looked at these cards and they were fine. Any suggestions, ideas would be greatly appreciated. My house feels strange, not the wonderful inviting feeling that it usually has. I assure you that I am of sound mind and body, but with this going on, I am not sure for how long. Anyone had any experience similar?
I have lived in my house for the last 19 years and never, never had a strange occurrence until February of 2009, just after my mother died in December, 2008. I have keep my pastor up to date, but I am open to any help. Mom was a 45 year member of the Third Order of the Carmelites.
Some background. I am Catholic, I go to church everyday, I read the Liturgy of Hours each day and other prayers, am a member of a newly forming Legion of Mary in my parish and also a member of the Ladies of Charity.
The first occurrence happened back in February 2009, I was pulled out of sleep about 3 am, fully awake, and I do mean fully awake, and I had the worst feeling of dread. Soon I looked and the whole space in my room was distorted, as though, something was coming from another dimension, the space was wavering. I looked to my right and on my bed was this half black, half transparent small round thing sitting on my bed looking at me. I could see the wall in my room from the transparent side of it. I was absolutely terrified. I never new what it was like to be truly terrified, but I know now. I spent the next three hours till dawn with my head under the covers praying. I was shook for nearly a week.
The next occurrence happened about a month later. I was pulled out of a sound sleep around 3 am or so and again the space was the same as described above. I was too afraid to turn around, but I had my rosary wrapped around my hand. I felt this thing like rear up on my hip, I was sleeping on my side. If you can image an 80 pound dog rearing up and putting its weight on your hip that is what it felt like. I didn’t look around, but put my hand up that had the rosary in it and said. “Mother Mary, please help me.” The thing vanished.
Since this time, I have had my alarm system turned off, lights turned out, heater turned on every week or two for nearly a year now. However, the thing that has really frightened me was yesterday.
I came home from morning Mass and my alarm system was turned off, I know I turned it on and before I got into the middle room, I said to myself that I bet the light in the ceiling of the middle room would be turned out, and yes it was. It is on a dimmer, you have to actually turn the knob. I am the only one in the house, I live alone. I did not go upstairs at that time. I went back out to Church for Adoration. Came back and went upstairs to get the laundry. In my bedroom I have an altar type of arrangement of Statues of Jesus of the Sacred Heart and Mary, a Saint and on the small bookcase two pic of my Mother. In front of one of my mom pics is a prayer card of Our Lady of Mount Carmel and The Divine Mercies, in front of the other pic is a smaller card of the Divine Mercies. In front of Our Lady of Grace is a prayer card of the Martyrs of Auriesville with relic, Beside Jesus is a prayer card of the Sacred Heart. When I turned from the dresser I saw that the prayer card of Our Lady of Mount Carmel was turned upside down and placed perfectly straight and I looked at the rest and the Martyrs card was also turned upside down. I froze in my place and I am sure the blood drained from my face. This is very upsetting as it has been about two weeks plus since I looked at these cards and they were fine. Any suggestions, ideas would be greatly appreciated. My house feels strange, not the wonderful inviting feeling that it usually has. I assure you that I am of sound mind and body, but with this going on, I am not sure for how long. Anyone had any experience similar?
