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angelwings10
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I am scared because I have put so much hope into a very big job opportunity. The job is perfect for me in ways that other jobs never have been. I’ve put in so much time. So much prayer. So much energy. I am so tired of close but no cigar opportunities and I need a new way to pray or a new prayer. I want this to be the time that it DOES happen for me, that it DOES pay off.
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I go back and forth between praying desperately and what I have always done - bracing myself for the worst. I don’t want to brace myself for the worst, but it is easier said than done. I have tried letting go and letting God…**
**I overthink it and say, well I shouldn’t look at a job as the solution to all my problems…. but these areas of my life genuinely need improvement and I have done so much to try and improve them on my own, and this job WOULD solve multiple problems and issues. **
I don’t want to set myself up for disappointment. but then I also want to say to myself, why am I so sure it would even be a disappointment? Why not assume it will be wonderful and that God has planned for this and it will happen for me sooner than I had ever expected?
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I go back and forth between praying desperately and what I have always done - bracing myself for the worst. I don’t want to brace myself for the worst, but it is easier said than done. I have tried letting go and letting God…**
**I overthink it and say, well I shouldn’t look at a job as the solution to all my problems…. but these areas of my life genuinely need improvement and I have done so much to try and improve them on my own, and this job WOULD solve multiple problems and issues. **
I don’t want to set myself up for disappointment. but then I also want to say to myself, why am I so sure it would even be a disappointment? Why not assume it will be wonderful and that God has planned for this and it will happen for me sooner than I had ever expected?
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