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Adam_Cook
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So basically I’m in a rut. I’ve been going on this degree program that I am in now for over 6 years, my mother passed away almost a year ago and I am still recovering from that, I’m 70,000$ in debt from student loans, I’m not in good standing with my university and I have a 1.76 GPA. I’ve been studying international affairs in the Middle East this entire time, and it has constantly done nothing but drive my GPA lower and lower. Truthfully, all I want is to study theology. I just converted to Catholicism about 2 years ago, but since I was 16 years old I’ve wanted a theology degree, 23 now. I believe I have a call to religious life or the priesthood, but with my current debt it makes my discernment difficult. Furthermore I just don’t know which one he is calling me too which only adds more frustration and stress. I just want to teach others the faith, lead them to Christ and meditate on scripture, yet it almost seems hopeless cause I don’t have the money, my GPA is in the hole and it just doesn’t seem like my life is going anywhere…I feel stuck.