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Wingless_Bird33
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I am becoming an addict to pornography!
. I do not know how to handle this. And what I mean by addict is, I am looking for pornography several times a day. It is ruining my relationship with my friends, family, and especially my inner conscience.
Please! It might seem something common now these days but when I was in highschool, I used to work so hard to be faithful! Prayer was a huge part of my life! I would not even dare get close to a computer by myself in a room! And yet now, I am almost done with college, I have become very lukewarm about my faith, I rarely pray, and if I do, with little care and thought, and worst of all I am becoming addicted to pornography.
A few weeks ago I joined a āget sexā forum⦠etc. etc. and it is eating me alive. I can feel my soul crumbling! It is by a mere sudden inner push that I find myself writting this online⦠I donāt even know how I managed to write all this.
Thank you ! And I offer my sufferings for you who have just read this thread, and for the souls of the faithfully departed.
God Bless.
Please! It might seem something common now these days but when I was in highschool, I used to work so hard to be faithful! Prayer was a huge part of my life! I would not even dare get close to a computer by myself in a room! And yet now, I am almost done with college, I have become very lukewarm about my faith, I rarely pray, and if I do, with little care and thought, and worst of all I am becoming addicted to pornography.
A few weeks ago I joined a āget sexā forum⦠etc. etc. and it is eating me alive. I can feel my soul crumbling! It is by a mere sudden inner push that I find myself writting this online⦠I donāt even know how I managed to write all this.
Thank you ! And I offer my sufferings for you who have just read this thread, and for the souls of the faithfully departed.
God Bless.