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rivera01
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Hi everyone, I am asking a huge favor for everyone. I need prayers. I can’t seem to have the will to continue, I feel helpless and depaired. I am still having problems wiht my wife, she tells me that she doesn’t feel anything for me anymore and doesn’t want anything to do with me. I feel that everything is slipping from my hands. I know that I have the Lord to fall back on, but I feel lonely at times. I try to make as many visits to the tabernacle as possible, but I feel that the depression is overwhelming at times. I have been getting help from counselors, but I just feel very lost at times. At times I feel that life has lost its meaning, and that I feel very insignificant, and yes there have been those types of thoughts that have crossed my mind. I really don’t want to hurt myself. I know that this may sound pathetic, but I can’t help but feel stranded.
My heart is akin to yours, and it breaks as yours breaks. I know what power depression has. It is strong, but not as strong as Christ’s love. I have been hospitalized for depression and suicide ideation. I tell you this not to say misery loves company, but to let you know you are not alone. There are others who can relate. I suggest you continue seeing your counselor and continue after Christ. God is the only way through this. His love and forgiveness should fuel us and strength us. Mother Mary loves us and guides us to her Son. Please don’t give in to the thoughts of hurting yourself. I’ve been there and done that. Let me tell you its not worth it. Its a lie. It doesn’t make the pain go away. My friend, you are in my prayers. PM if you want to talk.