Need prayers, may be dealing with demonic obsession

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For the past few months, since I converted to Catholicism, I’ve been assaulted by strong temptations to despair, hatred, anti-social pride, mockery, slander, criticism, wrath, violence, and blasphemy against the Church, I’ve developed a powerful aversion to charity and kindness, have repeatedly been shot through with suicidal levels of anxiety as I try to keep myself going past all the fears of others hurting me on top of an extremely dizzying level of scrupulosity combined with an unhealthy fear of God as though He hates me and is going to treat me with violence for all my flaws. Today I fully caved in and willing blasphemed the Church and all the issues went away and I felt great until a few hours later when I stopped myself and realized what I had done and said an act of contrition. Pretty much as soon as the “amen” left my lips the problems started up again.

Please pray for me. Now that I’m almost certain that it’s demonic I have more faith to put my sacramentals to better use for protection, but they’re not necessarily going to be powerful enough to free me any time soon, and they’re trying to convince me that the priests I talk to will just think it’s my pre-existing mental illness - but it never manifests like this, and all these issues didn’t start until I converted. Not to mention the whole mortal-sin-cures-it thing.
 
I’m in RCIA and I’ve been feeling a bit beat up on by the devil. Just seems like it’s one thing after another to deal with. I realized that I had become inconsistent with saying the Rosary. Sometimes just saying one decade instead of the whole round. I put down a powerful weapon against the devil. I’ve been saying it for the past three days and am starting to feel a lot better. Hope things get better for you.
 
Lord, please help WoundedIcon to pray a lot and to keep close to the sacraments. I have heard that one confession is worth many exorcisms so please help WoundedIcon to keep going to confession. May he/she be healed and receive peace and strength. Help him/her to carry his/her cross patiently, courageously and lovingly. Thank you, Lord, for hearing my prayer.
 
St. Michael Archangel defend us in battle. Be our defense against the wickedness and snares of the Devil. May God rebuke him, we humbly Pray, and do thou, O Prince of the Heavenly Hosts, by the power of God, thrust into hell Satan, and all the evil spirits, who prowl about the world seeking the ruin of souls. Amen.
 
Dear Lord, be at the side of WoundedIcon. Bring solace to his/her pain and courage to his fear. Lift his/her soul to You and bring healing. Be with him/her in this time of extreme need.
 
Yes, this doesn’t sound right. First things first, get to a priest and go to Confession. Don’t listen to ANYTHING telling you NOT to go…just do this!!! Then, let the priest know what you are experiencing and what you are thinking. ALSO…IF you have dabbled in anything of the occult…ANYTHING…Confess this (ouiji boards, tarrett cards, astrology of any sort…TV/Movie show, Internet viewing…think) I mention this because we sometimes don’t realize when we’ve opened ourselves to these things and need serious prayer to be put free in Christ. I will pray…“Precious Lord, by Your Precious Blood I pray for the release of this torment and commend them to Your care, in the NAME OF JESUS, Amen.”

mlz
 
Hail Mary, full of grace
The Lord is with thee
Blessed art thou among women
and blessed
is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus
Holy Mary, mother of God
Pray for us sinners
Now and at the hour of our death

Amen
 
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