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lovedance4ever
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I’m currently seeing a counselor, as well as speaking regularly with a priest at my parish. But I know it won’t hurt to ask for prayers.
I’m a 20 year old girl, and if you are familiar with any of my previous posts, you already know my history of struggling with loneliness, friendships, family members, etc.
Well, I’ve reached my limit. A week ago, in the middle of the night, I broke down crying, and woke my parents up because the dark, my mind, the stress…EVERYTHING got to me, and I couldn’t be alone. Since then, I’ve begun shutting down. I am unable to sleep (last week, I slept a total of nine hours in seven days). I have absolutely no appetite whatsoever. Everything frightens me…I have horrible anxiety anytime I have to leave my home and socialize with people. I just want to curl up in a ball and stay in my room all day. I don’t even talk to my parents very much…not because I am angry with them or anything, but because I feel too emotionally drained to do so. I cry every night, and have a constant feeling of loneliness and desperation.
I want to die. I do not feel suicidal, but sometimes I pray to not wake up in the morning. I do not want to live like this anymore. I want to get better, and I am trying. Please pray for me…I feel like I’m losing grip.
I’m a 20 year old girl, and if you are familiar with any of my previous posts, you already know my history of struggling with loneliness, friendships, family members, etc.
Well, I’ve reached my limit. A week ago, in the middle of the night, I broke down crying, and woke my parents up because the dark, my mind, the stress…EVERYTHING got to me, and I couldn’t be alone. Since then, I’ve begun shutting down. I am unable to sleep (last week, I slept a total of nine hours in seven days). I have absolutely no appetite whatsoever. Everything frightens me…I have horrible anxiety anytime I have to leave my home and socialize with people. I just want to curl up in a ball and stay in my room all day. I don’t even talk to my parents very much…not because I am angry with them or anything, but because I feel too emotionally drained to do so. I cry every night, and have a constant feeling of loneliness and desperation.
I want to die. I do not feel suicidal, but sometimes I pray to not wake up in the morning. I do not want to live like this anymore. I want to get better, and I am trying. Please pray for me…I feel like I’m losing grip.

