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Rachael
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I stopped going to church a few months ago and fell into new age thinking. I started meditating seeking to awaken the Kundalini energy in my spine which is suppose to supposedly spiritually enlighten you. Here’s some information about it here for those of you who have no idea what I am talking about and here’s an article about the dangers of it. Since trying to do this awakening I have been living in hell. I cannot think straight and my brain is constantly cloudy. I can’t concentrate, watch tv, read, nothing. My body is constantly vibrating as if it were next to a car generator all day long. I can get burning in my hands and feet and tingling sensations on the top of my head. I have extreme problems with my digestive system now that used to be healthy. I feel as if electricity is running through my body all day long. I feel weightless and as if I am not in my body and I am somewhere else. I can see myself doing things but it feels like it’s not really me doing them. If I pray the energy and vibrations in my body get so intense that it is almost unbearable. I have extreme anxiety and fear now, which has lead me to not even be able to leave the house. I always think I am dying and have this new disease, I have pretty much become a full blown hypochondriac. I am really scared and I have no medical insurance to go to a doctor although I highly doubt they could do anything. I pray to God every night to help me, but I have had no relief and this has been going on for months now. I know that this thing can destroy life’s where people are virtually never able to function the same again. Prayers would be greatly appreciated.
