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Snowboots
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was feeling very depressed and came across this forum tonight and it gives me a sense of peace for some reason.
Depression is my problem. My mom died almost 2 years ago of cancer. She suffered greatly and died in my house. I feel that I did a lot of things wrong, like get hospice for her because she hated it. The nurse who was with her the night before she died couldn’t care less. As a matter of fact, she waited till she went to the bathroom before she died. Only my son and I were there.
I cry every day about my mom, I miss her so much! Everything reminds me of her. Then I was taking care of her cat that she really loved, and the cat passed away right before Thanksgiving. The vet didn’t diagnose her correctly and told us she was hyperthroid and didn’t tell us she was also in kidney failure.
I still have to sell my mom’s house. We tried last year and nobody wanted it. It needs a lot of painting and pulling up rugs to make it look decent, and my husband doesn’t want to be bothered, so there it sits while I have to pay taxes, etc. on it.
I lost my job right before Christmas and can’t find another one. My husband doesn’t make much so we constantly fight about money. I’m just sitting home and eating and gaining more and more weight and I hate it. I do go out sometimes, but not many places to go in the winter around here. If I go to the mall, I spend money that we don’t have. My own house is literally falling apart and nobody cares.
My daughter has some kind of learning disabilty and selective mutism and the school wants to send her to a special school, and we don’t want that. Contant fighting with the Board of Ed. My son has autism and we are going to try to fight to get him into a special program in a Catholic high school. It costs $35,000 a year and there is no way we can afford it. Unless we win a fight with the Board of Ed, he can’t even get a good Catholic education because of his disability. Regular tuition is less than $10,0000 which we might have been able to do. To fight for him to go there will probably cost us more than that with no guarantee that we’ll win, but we’re going to talk to a lawyer.
I fight with my husband all the time, and when we don’t fight, we barely talk. The stress is getting to him too. I sit her all day with nobody to talk to. I only have 1 good friend and it seems she only calls when she needs something. I used to have an online friend that I talked to all day long for over a year, she always needed advice about things and I always tried to help, and then she decided that she doesn’t have time to chat anymore and she’s uninstalling her instant messenger. Didn’t even say it in person, just left a message. Gee thanks.
Can you please say a prayer that this depression be lifted so I can cope with all the other things that are going on? I just need a little break and for some things to go my way, and they haven’t for such a long time. I know people have much, much worse problems, but I can’t stand crying every single day and I feel like I’m going to go crazy soon.
Thank you!
Mary
Depression is my problem. My mom died almost 2 years ago of cancer. She suffered greatly and died in my house. I feel that I did a lot of things wrong, like get hospice for her because she hated it. The nurse who was with her the night before she died couldn’t care less. As a matter of fact, she waited till she went to the bathroom before she died. Only my son and I were there.
I cry every day about my mom, I miss her so much! Everything reminds me of her. Then I was taking care of her cat that she really loved, and the cat passed away right before Thanksgiving. The vet didn’t diagnose her correctly and told us she was hyperthroid and didn’t tell us she was also in kidney failure.
I still have to sell my mom’s house. We tried last year and nobody wanted it. It needs a lot of painting and pulling up rugs to make it look decent, and my husband doesn’t want to be bothered, so there it sits while I have to pay taxes, etc. on it.
I lost my job right before Christmas and can’t find another one. My husband doesn’t make much so we constantly fight about money. I’m just sitting home and eating and gaining more and more weight and I hate it. I do go out sometimes, but not many places to go in the winter around here. If I go to the mall, I spend money that we don’t have. My own house is literally falling apart and nobody cares.
My daughter has some kind of learning disabilty and selective mutism and the school wants to send her to a special school, and we don’t want that. Contant fighting with the Board of Ed. My son has autism and we are going to try to fight to get him into a special program in a Catholic high school. It costs $35,000 a year and there is no way we can afford it. Unless we win a fight with the Board of Ed, he can’t even get a good Catholic education because of his disability. Regular tuition is less than $10,0000 which we might have been able to do. To fight for him to go there will probably cost us more than that with no guarantee that we’ll win, but we’re going to talk to a lawyer.
I fight with my husband all the time, and when we don’t fight, we barely talk. The stress is getting to him too. I sit her all day with nobody to talk to. I only have 1 good friend and it seems she only calls when she needs something. I used to have an online friend that I talked to all day long for over a year, she always needed advice about things and I always tried to help, and then she decided that she doesn’t have time to chat anymore and she’s uninstalling her instant messenger. Didn’t even say it in person, just left a message. Gee thanks.
Can you please say a prayer that this depression be lifted so I can cope with all the other things that are going on? I just need a little break and for some things to go my way, and they haven’t for such a long time. I know people have much, much worse problems, but I can’t stand crying every single day and I feel like I’m going to go crazy soon.
Thank you!
Mary