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melissa0225
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Hi everyone,
I do want to thank everyone for the time they spent praying for me in the earlier thread. I really appreciate it. It feels that every time I get one step forward, something pushes me two steps back. But without your help, I feel like it would be three steps back. Or maybe four.
I am very unhappy and anxious, and though there are a few different things in my life that are bringing me down, one thing - or person I should say - that means most to me seems to be slipping away. I feel that I am losing one of the most important relationships in my life, and that is the last thing I want. This relationship is one of the few things that makes me truly happy, and the one thing that makes me feel at peace. It enables me to accept and get through the difficult parts of my life, and in all honesty, as bad as it is to say, it makes me a better person. Perhaps because when I feel secure in this relationship I am at my happiest which allows me to be kinder and stronger…I know I am definitely more focused when I feel good about this relationship. I feel that my friend is torn between our friendship and other parts of life, and I wish my friend could realize that both are possible. I don’t want to lose this relationship. Please, please pray for me, because I truly fear that I am losing one of the most important parts of my life. My happiness depends on this. Thank you.
Melissa
I do want to thank everyone for the time they spent praying for me in the earlier thread. I really appreciate it. It feels that every time I get one step forward, something pushes me two steps back. But without your help, I feel like it would be three steps back. Or maybe four.
I am very unhappy and anxious, and though there are a few different things in my life that are bringing me down, one thing - or person I should say - that means most to me seems to be slipping away. I feel that I am losing one of the most important relationships in my life, and that is the last thing I want. This relationship is one of the few things that makes me truly happy, and the one thing that makes me feel at peace. It enables me to accept and get through the difficult parts of my life, and in all honesty, as bad as it is to say, it makes me a better person. Perhaps because when I feel secure in this relationship I am at my happiest which allows me to be kinder and stronger…I know I am definitely more focused when I feel good about this relationship. I feel that my friend is torn between our friendship and other parts of life, and I wish my friend could realize that both are possible. I don’t want to lose this relationship. Please, please pray for me, because I truly fear that I am losing one of the most important parts of my life. My happiness depends on this. Thank you.
Melissa

