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mymamamary
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Dear Brothers and sisters
I am SLOWLY starting to realise somethings. I am slowly starting to think and feel that I want to spend the rest of my life, single, chaste and celibate, as a hopeful, If the LORDS Wills its, Catholic Priest. I know, I am young, I am 17, I am scrupulous, I am whatever. I know. HOWEVER, I am slowly, even admidst my teenage problems, am starting to turn more and more towards Our LORD. I know, I am young, immature maybe, whatever, but, I am slowly starting to finally see this idea more and more clearer. I have been thinking, joyfully, but in a mellow way, on how my hands may never touch a girl in marriage, I do however, hope that these hands may one day Caress the BODY of CHRIST on the Altar, Absolve my fellow brother or sister in Confession, and bless those very same people. I hope I dont sound rosey. I have mellowed quite a bit. I think it has been my intense battles with scrupulosity, despair and temptations that have worn me down, but the desire remains…
Any Ideas??
I also continue to humbly beseech You all for your Prayers. I will be attending a Come and See retreat Weekend in my Home Diocese, at St. Peters Seminary, in London, Ontario. I am so excited to go. I will also in turn pray for all of your intentions.
Fratere Tuus in CORDE JESU
Frenki Fehervari
FF/ff
I am SLOWLY starting to realise somethings. I am slowly starting to think and feel that I want to spend the rest of my life, single, chaste and celibate, as a hopeful, If the LORDS Wills its, Catholic Priest. I know, I am young, I am 17, I am scrupulous, I am whatever. I know. HOWEVER, I am slowly, even admidst my teenage problems, am starting to turn more and more towards Our LORD. I know, I am young, immature maybe, whatever, but, I am slowly starting to finally see this idea more and more clearer. I have been thinking, joyfully, but in a mellow way, on how my hands may never touch a girl in marriage, I do however, hope that these hands may one day Caress the BODY of CHRIST on the Altar, Absolve my fellow brother or sister in Confession, and bless those very same people. I hope I dont sound rosey. I have mellowed quite a bit. I think it has been my intense battles with scrupulosity, despair and temptations that have worn me down, but the desire remains…
Any Ideas??
I also continue to humbly beseech You all for your Prayers. I will be attending a Come and See retreat Weekend in my Home Diocese, at St. Peters Seminary, in London, Ontario. I am so excited to go. I will also in turn pray for all of your intentions.
Fratere Tuus in CORDE JESU
Frenki Fehervari
FF/ff